hey peach i myself also live in a town that is full of people who do
meth.but no matter where a person goes drugs are always gonna be
there.meth is something that cant be stopped but it can be controlled.i
would suggest you stay apart from one another for a little while
longer.i know you said you loved him,but maybe it would help both of you
more if you just tried seeing other people,and if that doesnt work then
go for it.but remember drugs arent only hurting you but its hurting the
people you love to.

Hey Peachie, Feel your pain. Been down that road..........Thank God it's
been several years ago. Just an observation on my part....You mentioned
being scared of losing someone you love dearly. Chances are better of
losing them if you keep on using. The possibility of an OD or something
else happening to either of you is gonna be amplified when using. Esp:
when you both are. it's been my expierience that that crap has a way of
messing with your emotions as well. While I can understand the feeling
"we" can kick this together - "we" can support each
other.................."we" can also make it harder to stop. I guess it
depends on how bad both of you want it. My opinion though would be to
stop on your own first. Before either of you can be good for each other
(or anyone else for that matter) you need to be good for yourself.

Good Luck!!.....................God Speed!!

Kal:

Thanks so much for just understanding. It's odd how GP has the stickers
that say "tweekers suck" but the only ones that truly know that are us
"tweekers" ourselves. It's a shame that society sees one thing when
they look at an addict and inside we're something totally different. I
know US Marines that are former addicts...as well as doctors, lawyers
and high profile citizens. People think we're stupid...I can speak for
myself and say I'm far from that.

I hear what you're saying and I'm taking it into account...although I've
pretty much made my decision. Seriously, thank you for caring enough to
share your thoughts and ideas with me.

Peachie I understand a little about how you my feel But if you don't
take care of you first and that means getting clean and it don't matter
wheth he does or not it's all about you You know as well as I do it will
not work because that is what is making the relationship fall apart as
time goes on and if both of you can stay clean then you will have
somthing but it's something you both need to work on for it to even work

don't worry keep smoking, the super friends going to helpe you.

don't worry keep smoking, the super friends going to helpe you.