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(I wrote this when my mother died in 2005)
~ Empty Heart ~ ~~~ Waves crash upon the rocks with undulating persistence washing away the sands of time that gave birth to our existence From ashes to ashes and dust to dust everything cycles in form this is the nature of life as we know it it's a endless emotional storm My mother was a living testament to the beautiful things that arise and now that she's gone there's nothing to do but wipe the tears from my eyes Emptiness is but a void a void that carries great pain emptiness within my soul is an unbearable emotional drain I loved my mother more than I can say I've told her many times but knowing that does not relieve the pain of all my crimes In retrospect I could have done this, and that, and so much more my mother never thought like that she wasn’t one to keep the score She accepted life with all its woes and rejoiced in all its joy the only wish she ever had was to love her little boy She loved her little girl as well for love is what she was a thought of mom will bring a smile because it always does It really is that simple my mother was like a star spreading rays of loveshine that traveled near and far Missing her is hard to take her vacant room left in her wake death has shaken like a quake my empty heart so full of ache Everything seems so futile now it doesn't make sense to plan nothing will ever replace her for nothing ever can The tides recede from the rocky beach and sand is washed away loneliness lingers as the waters calm and emptiness fills the day Sunlight glistens on the ocean's skin sparkling like a magical wand a visual signal from heaven a message from the great beyond Life as we know it is temporary for everyone dies in the end life's an illusion of atoms and dust an illusion we all must transcend My mother's in spiritual form once again and she's watching her little boy grow I need to be thankful for all of her memories and for all that she gave me I owe I can't now go back to give her more love but I can live with love in my heart for this is what my mother would wish and it's what I must impart The empty void that fills my heart will not be easy to ignore but filling it with love will be, my most endearing chore Loving my mother is still alive even though she's no longer here I'll love her forever with all of my heart as I pursue my empty frontier ~~~ (Abra 2/06/05) |
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I totally understand. I lost my grandmother (my 2nd mom ) last month.
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Blessing & Love ((( Abra ))))
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Bless your lovely Soul |
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That was so beautiful.
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Edited by
MorningSong
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Mon 04/28/08 06:36 PM
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(I wrote this when my mother died in 2005) ~ Empty Heart ~ ~~~ Waves crash upon the rocks with undulating persistence washing away the sands of time that gave birth to our existence From ashes to ashes and dust to dust everything cycles in form this is the nature of life as we know it it's a endless emotional storm My mother was a living testament to the beautiful things that arise and now that she's gone there's nothing to do but wipe the tears from my eyes Emptiness is but a void a void that carries great pain emptiness within my soul is an unbearable emotional drain I loved my mother more than I can say I've told her many times but knowing that does not relieve the pain of all my crimes In retrospect I could have done this, and that, and so much more my mother never thought like that she wasn’t one to keep the score She accepted life with all its woes and rejoiced in all its joy the only wish she ever had was to love her little boy She loved her little girl as well for love is what she was a thought of mom will bring a smile because it always does It really is that simple my mother was like a star spreading rays of loveshine that traveled near and far Missing her is hard to take her vacant room left in her wake death has shaken like a quake my empty heart so full of ache Everything seems so futile now it doesn't make sense to plan nothing will ever replace her for nothing ever can The tides recede from the rocky beach and sand is washed away loneliness lingers as the waters calm and emptiness fills the day Sunlight glistens on the ocean's skin sparkling like a magical wand a visual signal from heaven a message from the great beyond Life as we know it is temporary for everyone dies in the end life's an illusion of atoms and dust an illusion we all must transcend My mother's in spiritual form once again and she's watching her little boy grow I need to be thankful for all of her memories and for all that she gave me I owe I can't now go back to give her more love but I can live with love in my heart for this is what my mother would wish and it's what I must impart The empty void that fills my heart will not be easy to ignore but filling it with love will be, my most endearing chore Loving my mother is still alive even though she's no longer here I'll love her forever with all of my heart as I pursue my empty frontier ~~~ (Abra 2/06/05) Beautiful Tribute to Your Beloved Mother, Abra I Just See a Beautiful Heart No Emptines Found In There Just Words of Love and Music The Whole World Needs to Hear |
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Very Beautiful and touching
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That was beautiful! I miss mine too
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My heart goes out too you Abra.
Where there is love there is life. Sounds like you have plenty of life in your heart. Take care |
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beautiful
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To have known pure love, is to have life within...
James, |
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