hi purpletat

Faced so much , a kind soul
Grasped by hate.
An angels heart , ridden with poison daggers ,
Crushed by fate.
The light sunny glow ,
Swallowed in a dark paint show.
Endless black sealed in a tomb.
I know its waiting , just outside this room.
Holding me here under its fear.
Leaving me and abomination stuck within.
Never to feel the warmth of sun upon my skin.
Feel the love and hope growing thin.
Lost my faith , I start to spin.
Want to poke my eyes out with a pin.
But then my eyes would fail to see.
And still in pain , that I would be.
Never knowing how to be free.
And never having someone to call thee.
Oh the pain the grief the sorrow.
I could go on , way past tommorrow.
Hoping never ,any of you ,have to feel,
Oh the pain with what I have had to deal.
And with a tear I will have to seal.
Read the next , Because its all quite real.

Outcast alone ,, I Weep

Standing on the outside , lookin in
they're all warm and happy ,see their faces grin
Forever on the outside of the inside joke ,
always looking in.
thrown outside in the cold ,love wont let me in
Always out there in the dark
Shoved outside in the cold ,
As if I where a progreeive sin.
To peer at all through the glass ,
Devoid of the pain i feel.
Ignored in a world ,shut out by a heavy door
Not even welcome in the house
Not even beneath the floor.
Even where they could walk on me forever more.
Beyond the curtains for I am shut
Kept away from those quite near ,
They do not let me in , they fear
For outside is where I must keep,
Shut out alone ,and alone I sleep

Isolated , outcast, ignored
I weep.

Outcast alone ,, I Weep

Standing on the outside , lookin in
they're all warm and happy ,see their faces grin
Forever on the outside of the inside joke ,
always looking in.
thrown outside in the cold ,love wont let me in
Always out there in the dark
Shoved outside in the cold ,
As if I where a progreeive sin.
To peer at all through the glass ,
Devoid of the pain i feel.
Ignored in a world ,shut out by a heavy door
Not even welcome in the house
Not even beneath the floor.
Even where they could walk on me forever more.
Beyond the curtains for I am shut
Kept away from those quite near ,
They do not let me in , they fear
For outside is where I must keep,
Shut out alone ,and alone I sleep

Isolated , outcast, ignored
I weep.

MTPABBIOS

My soul hurts its been cut so deep
The blade is sharp and haunts my sleep
Dark so cold , I feel its creep
Pain so harsh , watch it steep
Anger within ,driving nails that reap
Bitter resentment inside I keep
Building exasperation to add to the heap
I am looking for a chasm in which to leap
Or a crack for my soul to seep
Smothered now I'll return to sleep.

Damn fine Purple. Keep them coming.

HELP ME


If I could describe the pain I feel each day
Its really horrible Fybromyalgia they say
Remember last week , I had to shovel the snow ,
Well that has effected me worse than you know
Ribs feel like they are breaking
So many things that are aching ,
and trying to deal with this all week
The pain takes over and I am becoming weak
Its all begining to eat away ,
Its getting harder to cope each day
So if your looking to help a friend ,
Please help me for I want this to end.
It hurts so much , it makes me sad
Takes its toll , I feel quite mad
I shake it tears and sears ,
I wake to wish it was the end ,
Away I wish the pain I could send.
;,,,,,,,,,,,,{

Inclemency

Cool rain on an icy cheek
the waters deep
Close your eyes in your last sleep
Feel the calm relinquish the dark creep
You cannot escape her icy grip
Away from you , your life she'll rip !

purplecat

Joined Tue 10/10/06
Posts: 1163
Mon 11/20/06 12:01 AM
Afraid to speak


Demons haunt me from a distant past
give up on love
It just wont last
Waiting for some one to set me free
But the words are to soft
Cant hear my plea
And now I fear I'm growing weak
The worlds so dark
Afraid to speak.

BLACK
Its foreboding stare is all around
A velvet blanket that makes no sound
Covering us as it turns to nite
Wish I knew how to keep away the fright
A pit a void a sense of fear
I cannot see its sharpened spear
Waiting for its dark loneliness to appear
Ending my dreams and smothering the clear................

the road is long with many stops along the way
I stop awhile to enjoy a sunny day
get lost amid the sunny distraction
now I can't remember,what was the attraction
and time flew by with points to ponder
as I am now lost in the wild blue yonder.

okay .here'z another hot of the hand.....
Icy wind roars through the hush
I take a leap and feel the rush
as branches hit me through the falling breeze
I think again , not to leap from trees
and just before the horrible land, I am caught by a friendly hand.

whoa, purple keep on rockin' with ya poems

My philosophy may be an epitome
And for those who can endure
Does not your brain concur
the language use can become very abstruse.

purplecat

Joined Tue 10/10/06
Posts: 358
Tue 11/14/06 11:41 AM
I cannot stop the anecdote ,does someone have the anti-dote?
The semantic is becoming frantic,
And if I may equivocate ,
This shall be hard to evaluate!

purplecat

Joined Tue 10/10/06
Posts: 358
Tue 11/14/06 11:46 AM
Silent screaming deafen the hush
Darkness ascends feel a cold rush
Slipping through the passing time
ellipsis to the element of rhyme
Plummeting through an endless abyss
Damn lost my thought..gotta take a piss.

Hummm see you have been holding out on us
good very good!!

cannot sleep, my mind is racing
endless issues, forced to be facing
I do not wish, for these to ponder
I wish to dream ,my mind to wander
Endless in this paradox
Ticking screaming ,from the clocks
And as I lay ,and diminish
Consciousness will end
And soon , it will finish.

purplecat

Joined Tue 10/10/06
Posts: 358
Tue 11/14/06 12:01 PM
I enjoy it here at just say HI
This is me I do not lie
hope you don't mind if I tend to cry
just keep thinkin of days gone by...
And if you e-mail me to ask me why
I might explain or at least i'll try
and ordinarily ' I am quite shy
But i'm happy here at just say Hi
So gotta go its time to fly !

Purple gurl, you're blowin me away!! You are a fantastic writer!!

1 main entry..

AFRAID TO SPEAK
Demons haunt me from a distant past
Give up on love , it just would'nt last
Waiting for someone to set me free
But the words are to soft ,cant hear my plea
and I fear now , and I'm growing weak
The world is so dark , I'm afraid to speak.

LOVE YA PURPLECAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CONUNDRUM OF WORDS

Literal, paradoxil ,an alphabetic diffraction
Insolent ,alluring omitting distraction
Instilling , tantalizing magnifing attraction
Expression of convolution ,camouflage to a solution
Retaining all its grandiloquence and providing us with sustinance.

Purple your work is incredible....