My lil baby man, Ever. Just because he loves his mama so much. :D

I'm nice to strangers. :) I hate when they ask me directions, though, because I'm terrible with them... But I'll usually find someone for them who CAN help. :)

I have a hard time saying no. I still do it, but its uncomfortable.

I used to be really really shy... And then I realized no one else will stand up for me if I dont stand up for myself, so I made myself do something I didn't like, or feared, every day.

It worked. :)

I'm not, I'm still lucky to not see any cuts anywhere... But several people I know are getting their hours cut, and some, their salaries are being temporarily lowered. Other companies have cut benefits so that they can afford to pay their employees or give them hours, like now they don't match the 401k...

Just one, not from mingle...

I like hellos :)

Single...

That's why my marriage ended. I finally realized I couldnt be what he wanted and it wasn't fair to either of us. Somewhere out there is a woman who can love him the way I couldn't.

And hopefully, the same for me. :)

My two best friends.. They both happen to be guys. One is gay, the other is bi, and they used to date eachother. There isn't anything I can bring to them that they don't have some opinion, view, or solution for. :) (And pretty much nothing can surprise them either. ;) )

They're the best...

Hmm. If it was that good, I'd probably want to do it again.. So I wouldn't say it were impossible...

I'm very sorry... thoughts and prayers her way..

Happy Birthday!

Catalina Island, California...

I love it there...

I don't think I've ever felt love at first sight...

Lust definitely.. And thank God it didn't take too long to see the truth there!

My day wasn't bad. :) Ran around with friends, got my tongue pierced... The kids are with their dad, so I miss them, that's the only shadow on my day...

My thoughts and prayers are with Zanne and her son...

I'd have to agree with that... I don't regret anything except how long it took me to end it... It wasn't fair to either of us.

I can cook.. because I like to and because I have to.. lol.

vodka and cranberry or jack with or without coke.

Whoa whoa whoa...

Settle down people!

I asked, because I don't know.. Ok?

And I'm doing nothing to encourage his behavior. I don't call, I don't speak. I do nothing. I ignore him.

Ok so never mind.

I was a in a brief relationship with this guy about two months ago.. It didn't last long, just a few weeks. No attatchment on my part, he was just fun to be with. There was attraction.. You get the idea.

I was already thinking about breaking it off when he did it for me, lol.. Stating that its because ppl around town are talking and I have four kids, he has kids too and it was too much for him to deal with.. blah blah blah. Whatever. Just do it. I'm ok with it.

Now when he sees me, he tells me he loves me, calls me sweet things, and is pretty touchy-feely... Mind you, he has a new gf. (I shrug him off and ignore him.)

Today he told me he feels like he owes me something, and that he'd heard I hated him.

Obviously he hasn't heard that because I've never said that. Although disgust is a pretty strong feeling right about now!

I just told him that hate is a strong emotion and that I'd have to care first.. lol. That I didn't hate him, he owes me nothing, and to get over himself, he wasn't that important.

So why is he acting like this? I don't get it.