I'm 34 years of age, my angel is 21 years young, and in my mind and heart she always kinda will be...
My name is Robert, and do ya know what, i'm kinda average, except for 1 thing! I love easily and deeply the person that i know i can, should, and would.. Her name? well thats for me to know and anyone with half a brain to figure out.
The first 6 months was amazing, but hey wat do u expect, its the honeymoon period right!!, I truely believed it wud always be like that. Every week, every wkend wud be fun, friends, and serious great craic with all our friends, neighbours, and all in-between!!
It was! Then i started bottling things up, keeping quiet, being too nice for my own good, always agreeing to to do this, and that. I realise that now i shud'a spoken my mind more often. My 1 big serious mistake that i made over and over again, about a dozen times in truth, a dozen times too many it turns out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I broke her trust in me, then totally destroyed her respect of me. I Fcuked up, again and again. its only now that when i look back i see how unhappy I WAS in life in general. I had very few friends, i was strange and quiet without a drink, chatty and happy with 1, jealous,paranoid, and abusive(verbally!!) with too much. i knew to stay away from spirits, but i never listened to anyone or myself(anotha problem eh!).

Anyway, to cut a very long and interseting story short, we broke up, me begging for a very last chance, her young, unhappy, and desperate for something good to happen for herself (which i know will happen for her, it's just gotta!),And now i just gotta leave b4 i burn bridges(or stupidly fall/jump from them)that i can never mend, ever.



If u have the time and inclanation, and wud love to know more, then txt/message, or ping me!!!

I would go back 18months, and do some of it different!! I never knew the saying, "You dont know what u got till u lost it"

U can bet that i know now!! Thee most amazing woman i have ever know. U know the kinda woman i mean, out of reach, untouchable, amazing i every sense of the word....

This woman was happy, smiled without a reason, was a genuine great natured person, bubbly, loving, trusting, and above all open as a book, trustworthy, appealing, generous, and sexy as hell!!!

Guess wat i done, yeah, totally blew it. There will never be anotha woman i know who will ever be that close to being an actuall angel from heaven, so pure, straight forward, no ********, and just love to give, to all and everyone., yeah she was that nice, honest, and giving, tho she could'nt stand fools and liars, like most folk she had limits, little did i know i wud push them in a different direction,,, Stupid BOY....