I'm 34 years of age, my angel is 21 years young, and in my mind and heart she always kinda will be...
My name is Robert, and do ya know what, i'm kinda average, except for 1 thing! I love easily and deeply the person that i know i can, should, and would.. Her name? well thats for me to know and anyone with half a brain to figure out.
The first 6 months was amazing, but hey wat do u expect, its the honeymoon period right!!, I truely believed it wud always be like that. Every week, every wkend wud be fun, friends, and serious great craic with all our friends, neighbours, and all in-between!!
It was! Then i started bottling things up, keeping quiet, being too nice for my own good, always agreeing to to do this, and that. I realise that now i shud'a spoken my mind more often. My 1 big serious mistake that i made over and over again, about a dozen times in truth, a dozen times too many it turns out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I broke her trust in me, then totally destroyed her respect of me. I Fcuked up, again and again. its only now that when i look back i see how unhappy I WAS in life in general. I had very few friends, i was strange and quiet without a drink, chatty and happy with 1, jealous,paranoid, and abusive(verbally!!) with too much. i knew to stay away from spirits, but i never listened to anyone or myself(anotha problem eh!).

Anyway, to cut a very long and interseting story short, we broke up, me begging for a very last chance, her young, unhappy, and desperate for something good to happen for herself (which i know will happen for her, it's just gotta!),And now i just gotta leave b4 i burn bridges(or stupidly fall/jump from them)that i can never mend, ever.



If u have the time and inclanation, and wud love to know more, then txt/message, or ping me!!!

Welcome Robert!



Tammy

welcome and good luck, Robert

Welcome Robert!!!!!!!!!!!!
Enjoy the forum I do.....lol

hi & welcome