Maybe I expect too much of people. I presume that when I make it known to other's something they're saying or doing upsets or irritates me they will make a mental note and attempt to avoid a repeat, as I do. When in fact most approach the situation as a mouse in a maze... unfortunately even that may be too pretentious as most do not learn by trial and error as the mice do. I hear all too often that I am attractive and as long as knod

B 4 REAL !

he loves me!!!

Translation: They have lives. So, they don't need to be here.
I, on the other hand, don't have a life.

Oh dear ... I do cartwheels on the beach .... I did not know vaginas did that either .. I would like to see the evidence .. Could it be an over active imagination

LIFE = the condition that distinguishes animals and plants from inorganic matter, including the capacity for growth, reproduction, functional activity, and continual change preceding death.

Life is just Life, nothing more, nothing less.

The concept that life 'must' have meaning is a delusion. It can persist without meaning.

Human beings have complex brain functions. Our ability to grasp the passage of time gives us a different 'view' of life.
We recognize the past, present and future.
We gain wisdom from the past to make decisions in the present to affect a planned outcome in the future.

We place delusional values on experiences and conditions we encounter during the course of our lifetimes. We communicate those values to others and adopt others values to our own. We compare those values against others and judge our experiences against our own misconceptions of what we think our values should be, based on popular opinion.

We surround ourselves with concepts and objects that make us feel our lives are more than just the condition of being alive. We force meaning onto the mundane. The quality of our existence can be more important to us than life itself. Thus, we do things that are detrimental to the condition of life sometimes.

There is no meaning to life. There is meaning to our method of existence. There is meaning to the concepts and possessions we accumulate during our existence. There is meaning to how we effect others perceptions of our existence. Meaning, however, is a delusional concept based on relativity of the observer and constantly changes over time as conditions and perceptions change.

Life is a condition that either is or isn't. It requires no meaning to exist.

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Is it just me?

The perception of reality can't be deluded.

I once thought if I loved someone hard enough and full enough that they would return the love in the same way. When that didn't happen I felt that I had failed in some way. That failure made me miserable. It wasn't until I removed the delusional thinking that I realized I can't make someone else love me , no matter how hard I try. Each person feels their own degree of love based on who they are, individually.
My delusion affected my motives and actions resulting in misery. Removing the delusion, removed the misery.

Here is something I can't figure out about some people?

Do you name inanimate objects and treat them like they have a personality?

Do you name your car?
Why?
Do you talk to it?
Why?

Its not a pet or a person, its a car.

What other 'things' do you name and talk to?

Your phone?
Your computer?
Your pillow?