I own all records from Atlanta Rhythm Section and they're music does cheer me up when I'm feeling depressed. I wish I had a woman in my life to listen to these classic rock and oldies music that I have. That song "One" by Harry Nilsson is a song that really gets me emotional to the point of tears.

I wish I grew up in the 1950s in my younger years, to my teens in the 1960s, then adulthood in the 70s, 80s, 90s and beyond.. I wouldnt be so depressed as I am now. Life was simpler back then, even though society back then was ignorant. The entertainment such as the movies, music, tv shows, and sitcoms, sketch comedies.. its endless.. the entertainment was gold back in those decades..when the late 90s came.. then entertainment started to go down in quality and talent was declining from 2000 and beyond..I would've loved to grow up with artists like Elvis, Buddy Holly, bill haley etc of the rockabilly artists.. then the 60s with the beatles, stones, kinks, animals, paul revere n the raiders, jefferson airplane, blue cheer, pretty things, the hollies, then the 70s with deep purple, black sabbath, uriah heep, budgie, rush, then the 80s with depeche mode, new order, metallica, judas priest, slayer, venom, siouxie ad the banshees, the cure, the cult, madonna... the list is just endless with so much talent in those 4 decades.. then you have sitcoms and sketch comedies.. carol, burnett show of the 60s-70s, sanford and son, all in the family,perfect strangers of the 80s.. I'm gonna stop now.. but I wish I could live my childhood in the 1950s and experience the magic of the 50s,60s,70s, and 80s.

Its not that I dont like Las Vegas women, its just that some of them dont care about whats inside a heart.. they just look at how much you can spend on them. Now I know not all of the women here are like that.. but it is just a lonely place to be when you feel no woman wants you for the kind of person you are.. At least thars how I feel on a daily basis

sorry for your loss

Your right but is that true for every woman in las vegas? There has to be some that dont think like that. Yes, I had Christmas' where I spent it with my parents, my brother and their friends but It just isnt the same without spending Christmas with your wife and kids. I never experienced this and thats why I am so depressed. I just dont know how or where to start to form this in my life

I guess I'll be at barnes n nobles on Christmas eve just to get out of the house. I will be working from 8 to 4 30 pm on Xmas day and will probably go to the Palms casino. Its hard to meet a woman in las vegas because all they want from you is money.. its like they want to take advantage of you. Thats why I am worried