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Sun 10/20/13 02:32 AM

You should be sooo thankful that she showed her true colors. I would send her a thank you note


A very real emotion that is common to a lot of men and women who lost a love. This has long gone for me now, but I did turn it into a country music song. It is a true story. :smile:


Hurting

Blurry eyes, and an empty space,
Your love has gone, without a trace,
I sit here alone, with the pain in my heart,
Just stare at the screen, as my days are dark.

I let you in, like none before,
I trusted you heart, when I opened that door,
That door to my heart, had been closed for years,
Locked, and never, to be exposed to more tears.

You found the key, you found the way in,
It gladdened your heart; you were destined to win,
You taught me to love, all over again,
You brought back my faith, in the Lords domain.

Then just like the wind, you took it away,
You left my to bleed, and had nothing to say,
None have hurt more, there has only been two,
One has long gone, so that leaves you.

I maybe old, I maybe gray,
I have a heart, that's aching today,
How can I move on, with you in my mind?
All I seek is a closure, but that I'll not find.

No prayer, no answer, no song, no words,
You just run away, like migrating birds,
My plea to your heart, you did not read,
It all went unanswered; I had met your needs.

I still see your face; I still see your smile,
I still hear your voice, and I will for a while,
Our paths they crossed, but that was for you,
Our time has ended, like a bolt from the blue.

Thank you for reading...We had planned two weeks together just two hours before her e-mail to me saying, she was sorry but it's over. If our time together had gone well, as it should have, I was going to propose to this lady, but it never happened.... and I still don't know why.








Yes northernlights1 I am,

It would have been much worse if she had have come out to Australia and we had spent 2 weeks together and then she had told me it was over when she returned back to her home. Thank you for your reply, it is appreciated.

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Sun 10/13/13 11:32 PM
Thanks BettyB,

Is that normal for you to have that temp this time of the year?:smile:

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Sun 10/13/13 11:28 PM
Thank you Leigh2154,

As soon as I can record it, it will go on youtube with other material I have written country music style :smile:

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Sun 10/13/13 11:26 PM
Agree, it's life:smile:

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Sun 10/13/13 11:25 PM
Than you for your reply navygirl, and I deeply respect your point of view, the most important thing is that you are happy. It seems that when you are actively seeking a relationship it never happens as it did for me, totally unexpected. Although I was let down, (refer my poem Hurting...) deep down inside there is still that spark, even at my age.

One of my best mates even told me that I was carrying on like a love sick teenager...he is no longer a friend.

Human nature is so strange sometimes, take care and stay vigilant.

RB

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Sun 10/13/13 01:32 AM
Hi navygirl,

Not true, I had closed my heart and feelings for 25 years, and denied access to it. I maintained that when I fell in love it would be forever, but my ex wife denied me of that. I used to have my own descent chat forum and a lady somehow some way found a way in to my heart, and I don't know how she did it. Then after I fell in love with her, she pulled the rug right out from under my feet and left.

I was devastated... I have denied myself opportunities to love again for that number of years and realise that I shouldn't have, because it is all that I ever wanted in life above all. You must give people a chance. I know how you feel to the best of my assumptions, but please do not cut yourself off as I did, you are younger than me, and have a lovely photo, don't deny yourself happiness, it's what we are all about.:smile:


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Sun 10/13/13 01:15 AM
How do you post pictures on this forum?? anyone know??

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Sun 10/13/13 01:10 AM
I love my dog, he's the best mate I have ever had :smile:

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Sun 10/13/13 01:04 AM

relates:(


I am sorry that you have lost to shegoat, as many of us have. It saddens me to think that a relationship can go so far that it all crashes down and dissolves into nothing but hurt, especially when there are no answers. I often think of the reasons behind decisions people make, when it comes so close to spending the rest of your lives together, and how they allow such a relationship to go so far, and then just say, it's over. I truly feel for anyone who has experienced this demise. sad2

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Sat 10/12/13 05:28 PM
Hi bigbemelb and Sra_sen

Dam rainin' again.. surprised

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Sat 10/12/13 05:24 PM
Edited by Rbjustme on Sat 10/12/13 05:25 PM
Hi All,

I am fairly new here, just sayin' hi,It was a beautiful day here yesterday, but it's raining..again.. here now in Aus Gippsland Victoria. waving

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Fri 10/11/13 11:32 PM
Edited by Rbjustme on Fri 10/11/13 11:35 PM
Thank you all, as I said it's over now and gone, but the lesson was valuable.:smile:

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Fri 10/11/13 01:11 AM
Yes, so do I, but that's not the way it is meant to be, we are meant to love and have a partner, so much pain and suffering, but, if you have never experienced it before, you cannot grow, maybe a little clinical, but true. Most of all, don't give up as it will be all worth it in the end. flowers

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Thu 10/10/13 10:54 PM
Edited by Rbjustme on Thu 10/10/13 11:00 PM
A very real emotion that is common to a lot of men and women who lost a love. This has long gone for me now, but I did turn it into a country music song. It is a true story. :smile:


Hurting

Blurry eyes, and an empty space,
Your love has gone, without a trace,
I sit here alone, with the pain in my heart,
Just stare at the screen, as my days are dark.

I let you in, like none before,
I trusted you heart, when I opened that door,
That door to my heart, had been closed for years,
Locked, and never, to be exposed to more tears.

You found the key, you found the way in,
It gladdened your heart; you were destined to win,
You taught me to love, all over again,
You brought back my faith, in the Lords domain.

Then just like the wind, you took it away,
You left my to bleed, and had nothing to say,
None have hurt more, there has only been two,
One has long gone, so that leaves you.

I maybe old, I maybe gray,
I have a heart, that's aching today,
How can I move on, with you in my mind?
All I seek is a closure, but that I'll not find.

No prayer, no answer, no song, no words,
You just run away, like migrating birds,
My plea to your heart, you did not read,
It all went unanswered; I had met your needs.

I still see your face; I still see your smile,
I still hear your voice, and I will for a while,
Our paths they crossed, but that was for you,
Our time has ended, like a bolt from the blue.

Thank you for reading...We had planned two weeks together just two hours before her e-mail to me saying, she was sorry but it's over. If our time together had gone well, as it should have, I was going to propose to this lady, but it never happened.... and I still don't know why.





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Thu 10/10/13 10:46 PM
Absolutely nothing, my hair is white now!! laugh I get lots of requests to be Santa at Christmas...rofl

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Thu 10/10/13 10:43 PM
Is there a way of posting pics in the forums, example.... humour etc??:smile:

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Thu 10/10/13 10:33 PM
Hi all, maybe we can encourage some Aussies to post here, I have been away from the site recently, but we do need some Aussie posters, let's converge here shall we? Good Aussie humour and conversations.:banana:

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Mon 10/07/13 08:50 AM
Hi xFF7xGirlx,

Life is a long journey, but patience is a virtue, and I know it's ok for me to say that, but I was once young too. You have natural instincts to want and need a partner, and to have children,that's nature's way. You are only 29 and you have learned a little about life, but don't be hasty however hard it may be, impatience may led to destruction. You will, if you are wise and patient, find someone to for fill your needs, and then you will find contentment.

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Mon 10/07/13 08:34 AM

It feels like I can't breathe without him & now everything is just spookier different!!


Take your time, cry, grieve, and whatever it takes, time is the cure. When the dust settles and you are thinking clearly, reflect on what has happened and learn from it, seek the positive, peoples paths cross for a reason, good or bad, it's a lesson to help us grow.