What am I thinking right now??? hmmm??? hee hee!

Yeah I am confused to! lol! But I have that happen daily. It says NEW matches but really what it means is "are you sure you don't like this person?!" lol!

Amen to that!! Kids definitely grow you up real quick!! lol! And it wasn't until I had Travis that I knew what unconditional love meant. Such a blessing it is to be his mommy. :)

I am actually doing a lot of re-evaluating as a result fo this situation. That's an interesting thing to ponder really. Who your REAL friends are vs. acquaintances....hmmmmm? I'm sure my son would agree with all of you! :) Thanks again for hearing me!

Thank you. :) I tend to feel "guilty" when I am not able to please everyone. Not healthy I know but I just really like to see everyone smiling and happy. They were saying I wasn't there for them. That I don't call and ask how they are or even bother caring about what's going on in their lives. I hope that isn't true. Sometimes a person can just get overwhelmed with their own situations ya know? ;(

lol! That is pretty funny actually. I can't really tolerate "boring" on dates...I hate to say it but my crytical side comes out and I begin entertaining myself with it! hahaha! Before I BAIL that is!! ;)

Surely that's what I was thinking. I ran into this a couple times with them and they lack understanding of what it takes to even bring a child up in the world let alone the bumps and curves on the way.

Take it from me, a woman in exactly the same place as you.....your son is your ministry.

Those words speak VOLUMES to me right where I'm at in life at the moment. Thank you... us mom's gotta stick together if wer'e gonna make a difference in our childrens lives right?

What consitutes a REAL friend anyway?!

Just recently I lost a couple friends as a result of what I believe to be Selfishness.

For starters my son Travis needs a little extra help because of some delays in speech and comprehension but is undiagnosed at this point. I am raising him on my own with the help of my mother and really I don't know where I would be without her.

I am kind of going through a lot lately with the market being crappy my success at work has been limited which means financially I have been struggling and I lost the guy I thought I would spend forever with. Accepting these two things and trying to move forward has been somewhat trying but I am making my peace with it and getting back to my walk with the Lord as I know he is the only one that can rebuild me to who I need to be 100%.

Getting to the point though…. I was told that I am selfish. This is one of the first times I have ever been told this because if you know me you know that I give to the point of not having anything left for myself. My friends are a married couple with no children and are more than financially grounded. They can come and go as they please and do whatever they want without regard to anyone or anything. They are living the life! And apparently because I am unable to do the same at the drop of a hat that makes me selfish! Because I can't just tell mom hey I am taking off watch the kid see ya, I am selfish! Because I am completely drained with the direction my life has taken me and have nothing left to give to anyone, I am selfish. Because I am not in a place to care for and about anyone or anything other than my son, my job, my financial status, my relationship with the God etc. Although, any reserves I have go directly to my child because HE is who I am responsible to give love, support, and care to. I AM SELFISH! Well Sh*t that makes me a great friend to have right?! Sorry to those who don't have the ability to see past the tips of their own noses! What I have just described here is called LIFE and I am HUMAN! Doing all that I know how to do....

The secret of staying young is to live honestly, eat slowly, and lie about your age. ~Lucille Ball

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

The secret of staying young is to live honestly, eat slowly, and lie about your age. ~Lucille Ball

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

I would defintely say that this happens alot its happened to me and the only reasonable thing I can come up with to make any sense of it is that the person saying, doing, and bouncing, has no root in themselves and is not able to commit to anything they say as a result. They honestly don't know what they want or how they want it. lol! Now that can go a variety of different ways can't it?? Oops! Oh well!

I don't know about the deer part but I can out fish you for sure!! hahaha!

I think you and I need to become close friends! Geez, you get all the benefits don't you???

Seattle is a great place to visit. Couldn't never live there though.

Yeah well right now the job market isn't looking much better for what I do. Oh well maybe I should just start wearing low cut shirts and mini skirts!

"Tipsey" Hmmmmm.... I think I am going to start using that to describe myself after a few glasses of really good wine tonight at the fair! lol!

Yep those rims look pricey alright! Sorry hun...that sucks! So your not a fast runner??

lol! That's funny and remains to be seen...hee hee!

You should also keep in mind with the gas prices being what they are not too many people are out there rushing into gas guzzlers so you should be able to talk them down quite a bit! ;)

Hahahaha! Sorry Lil, we can't all be as cool as you right? What fun would that be? :)

I haven't heard of any of them either so don't feel bad! We are just out of the loop! haha! But if the tickets are free I will take them! :) I am headed to New Kids On the Block over here in Tacoma on 11/22, how cool is that?! I know there are some fans out there! NKOTB baby!! lol!