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May be, I did not know about you,
All I knew was all that you shared that I trusted without a clue!

May be, I felt that your traits were the one I adored,
All I understood were the morals you adhered!

May be, I was not aware on how was your day,
All that I waited for you to share but there hasn't been any messages from your way!

May be, I expected you to care for me once a week,
All that I expected was ONLY from you when I was weak!

May be, I was not realising your priorities,
All that I longed was a single thought from you but not among your majorities!

May be, I cared more for you,
All that I am is all that I can with whom I love, there's nothing new!

May be, I wasn't more interesting to sustain,
All that I shared was everything from my soul without a lie to stain!

May be, I kept you as my first thought among everything,
All that I felt was not to give you the loneliness, a sure thing!

May be, I did not doubt if you had forgotten me,
All that I trusted was all that you promised me!

May be, I turned as a temporary option in your world,
All that I owned is expected now to be sold!

May be, I do not have rights on you anymore,
All that I am supposed to do is to walk away, there's no one for me, no more!

May be, there are better people to own you,
All that I'm expected, is to vacate the space for a better world for you that's new!

May be...
It is actually the end!!
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It's the sore cry behind the "may be" phrases that a person has to assume and undergo when the loved one IGNORES permanently or walks away or diminishes WITHOUT any communication in a relationship! Such loss or wounds cannot go for a healing so easily!
Who should be trusted and who will care for your soul in the bonding?
Questions that remain unanswered!!
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May be, you kept longing for that person,
May be, you haven't slept for weeks,
May be, you are in a sick bed,
May be, you cried alot checking if there were messages from that person,
May be, your soul has started to ache!!
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You are worth, let it go and move on!

May be, it's the end,
For all that it caused yourself to bend!

May be, you should realise,
If someone wants to be a part on your life, they'll make an effort to be in it, that's wise!

May be, you should not trust,
The ones who don't action their words but give mixed signals for they fear of getting committed for being honest!

It's a beginning,
For being yourself and not losing your soul for someone who did not value it, you've been crowned for being strong again by winning!!
- Aatheera

(Dedicated to all those who are going through this painful days - You are worth for the one who is waiting to love you! )

(Dedicated to all those who have done this to your loved one - decide who/what you want in life, communicate your emotions and give your priority to that right person in life!)

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Closure happens right after you accept that letting go and moving on is more important than projecting a fantasy of how the relationship could have been.
~Sylvester McNutt



One of the most courageous decisions you’ll ever make is to finally let go of what is hurting your heart and soul. 
~Brigitte Nicole

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I want you to get excited about who you are, what you are, what you have, and what can still be for you. I want to inspire you to see that you can go far beyond where you are right now - Virginia Satir

Thankyou Techno for being detailed in your comments it helped me to understand my improvisations with clarity

Thankyou Julie

I love this song too❤

OT: The Chainsmokers - Closer - Halsey
Only for Andrew's voice ❤