I'll keep that in mind...

I hope your not talking about me. I just joined this community and was just trying to get some of what I have already written up. If I have offended you, I apologize.

My daughter passed away in 2003

What Is Love
By Claude Weidner

Is Love
The excitability of joy and happiness together
watching a beautiful sunrise.

Is Love
An awe-inspiring feeling one gets
when looking into that special someones eyes.

Is Love
The paralyzing sense you get
while gazing into the starry night together.

Is Love
A name that can be said over and over
forever and ever.

Is Love
A name, your name, that will be said each day
until I can see you again.

Is Love
An amalgamation of these things and
the pleasures that they bring.

You know what Love is...

Death
By Claude Weidner

Horrifying pain.

I'll never see you again.

It should have been me.

Fear
By Claude Weidner

You sometimes call my name
found a path inside
Wondering will I wait
when knowing fears desire.

True Friends
By Claude Weidner

A true friend is there forever
to lift you up when you are down
Will listen to you say whatever
and help you lose that frown.

A true friend is straightforward
when you ask for advice
May not be what you wanted
but you know I am right.

A true friend will go the extra mile
this I can say without a doubt
I light up when I see you smile
hope I'm not on my way out.

I know we haven't been friends long
but until this very day
I felt our friendship couldn't go wrong
seems love is in our way.

When you need a helping hand
i'll be there for you night or day
Can pick you up and help you stand
i'm the friend that never strays.

When I Think of You
By: Claude Weidner

Thoughts of you fill my head
heart is growing fonder
You'll never be mislead
eyes will never wander.

I cherish the time we share
as the days pass us by
Want you to know I care
to you, I'll never lie.

Want to be near you always
for now we're mostly apart
Knowing you'll never betray
the control you have on my heart.

I love to see you laugh
and enjoy the little things
Want to be your better half
embracing what love brings.

Seems to be moving fast
more than i've ever known
A love built to last
don't want to be alone.

I think of you each day
and your sweet caress
Our love will be okay
as long as it's expressed.

Going down a rocky road
my love has let you down
Head is going to explode
I feel like such a clown.

You gave your love to me
I doubted how you felt
If I can only make you see
how you make my heart melt.

I'm sorry things happened
the way that they did
Didn't make the right choice,
that's just how it is.

I promise to change the way
I've been treating you
Please listen to what I say
feel like I'm going to spew.

I want to treat you right
just give me another chance
Our flame can re-ignite
I'll show you true romance.

I think of you each day
and your sweet caress
Our love will be okay
as long as it's expressed.

Candy
By Claude Weidner

You taste succulent
pleasureably piquant
A cordial event
my wish you'll grant.

Tongue playful
above and below
Gentle pull
take things slow.

Leisurely licking
your sweetness
Pinching, biting
at your breast.

Your juices flowing
titillating scent
Feel me growing
anticipating consent.

Approval was given
to satisfy
Over & over again
my Candy supply.

I love you
By: Claude Weidner

You mean the world to me
I'd be lost without you here.
Hang on, wait, you'll see
That I really am sincere.

I swore I'd never hurt you
And never make you cry.
Never thought I would
I didn't mean to lie.

One day I swear to you
It will all make sense.
Everything will feel as real
As our love once did.

Give me all your buried secrets
I'll guard them with my life.
Let me kiss away the pain
That has cut you like a knife.

You've been devalued, treated like dirt
By those who are not worthy of you.
You've been used and you've been hurt
Can't believe what I've done to you.

I long to hold you for eternity
My heart, vulnerable, you came and stole.
Nothing is more important than you and me
I'm lost without you 'cause you own my soul.

In a world where everythings falling apart
People are dieing every day.
Miracles do occur here on earth
And I found mine in you that day.

Fate stepped in to save us both
Bringing us back to life.
Willing to swear to you under God's oath
Want to be man and wife!

I had lost my faith in him
you are bringing me back.
No longer in a place so grim
To you I thank for that.

There is no guaranty on loving hearts
I hold yours dearly.
There is only hope in that which love imparts
I can see it clearly.

I Love You!

LOL... no. I don't do that... Just got to a CPR class and had a splinter in my finger...

Thank You. :)

Hearts Key
By: Claude Weidner

I think of you each day
Sometimes for hours.
The things I'd like to say
Hope you love the flowers.

You mean the world to me
This gesture is sincere.
Hope you hear my plea
Forgetting all you fear.

I know I've let you down
For that I'm always haunted.
Hate to see you frown
I feel like i'm unwanted.

I know your hearts aching
I am only to blame.
Hope your hearts not breaking
Know that I'm full of shame.

Look inside yourself, my love
That ache you feel is me.
Hope we can rise above
'Cause you hold my hearts key.

Winter's Bliss
By Claude Weidner

Take a look outside
notice what's on the ground
Quick, you must decide
the differences are profound.

The joy we'll have today
a selection you must make
Let's get out and play
before we start to ache.

We're having so much fun
out here in the cold
Bodies warmed by the sun
feels like we were paroled.

It's cold outside today
starts with just a kiss
May need to bring your sleigh
to ride on winter's bliss.

Smothered
By Claude Weidner

Why does one need
others in our life
Heart mostly bleeds
cuts like a knife.

People seem to act
as if they care
What an impact
our lives impaired.

Friendly to your face
malevolent behind your back
Make you feel displaced
catch them in their act.

If we'd all be true
to ourselves and others
Heart would accrue
wouldn't feel smothered.

Shattered
by Claude Weidner

Is it a virus - Affliction
set my mind at ease
You will be fine - Contradiction
like some clarity please.

Daily thoughts of you - Rationalization
what is going on
Heart of despair - Dejection
when will it be gone.

What about me - Introspection
could I be better
Just a thought - Contemplation
heart is shattered.

Our Lives Altered
By Claude Weidner

After a long night of anticipation,
You were born.
Born into a cruel world.
A world that shows no forgiveness.
You had no choice, just along for the ride.
A ride you shouldn't have to endure.

But you were here. In my arms.

- Beautiful - Delicate - Strong -
Felt your strength when you grabbed my finger.
Your fingers were so tiny.
Healthy as can be.

The happiest day of my life.

Life has a way of distorting our minds.
Your strength - weakening.
Your life diminishing as the seconds pass.

Doctors - we look to them for all the answers.
The answers to our ailments.

They give us hope.

All they did that day was make mistakes.
Mistakes they tried to cover up.

- A false hope -

You were born & died the same day.
Felt like an eternity, never ending.

The most despairing day of my life.

Our lives altered.

Forever

My Loss
By Claude Weidner

Had the chance to hold you
for just a little while.
All you had to go through
what a beautiful smile.

We both share some pain
you shouldn't have to endure.
Think I'm going insane
where's the miracle cure.

Born into the unknown
just trying to survive.
Your not all alone
I'm right here by your side.

Spent your last hours
In loving arms.
Wish I had the power
to undo your harm.

Memory
By Claude Weidner

I think of you each day
here for just awhile
Didn't get the chance to play
or see your beautiful smile.

You meant so much to me
wanted you to live life long
Just the chance to see
you grow up big and strong.

Your name is always spoken
to anyone who'll listen
My heart is forever broken
you'll never be forgotten.

I think of you each day
pondering your memory
Didn't get the chance to play
or call you Sugar Pea.

Healing
By Claude Weidner

Where do you start
when you need to heal
Have a torn heart
not made of steel.

Not knowing what to say
friends and family muted
Not meaning to betray
seems we were polluted.

The things they never said
didn't know what to do
Now my daughters dead
trying to construe.

Don't know how to heal
my heart is a mess
Struggling to conceal
emotions I'll suppress.

Healing will take time
that day I won't forget
I'll continue to climb
the mountain of regret.