In confusion there's profit-

Old school movie- Operation Petticoat (I think that's how it's spelled)
with Tony Curtis and Cary Grant.

To my wifee Marie, I love you with all my heart and soul. I know we've
been through some sh*t, but through it all, I know you'll be there for
me, and that means more to me than anything. I am truly blessed to have
you by my side. It takes some remindin sometimes, but it is never
forgotten.

You too, and thanx for the talks ladies.





I needed it.

G'night yall, givin the reigns over to Marie here in a minute. Have a
good one.

to everyone.

Ya know........ playin that foozeball!! Madden, the video game. I
usually do okay at it, but not right now, it doesn't wanna play with
me!!!

ALRIGHT!!! I'M A DORK!!




Wait...............

Damn Maddens messin up, too late to become a dork??

Damn Madden doesn't want to work for me.

People have funny pics on here?

Good stuff.

Depends. Since ya went out with his brother, ya already know at least a
little bit about him. If he's a good guy, go for it.

Thanx ladies.

Good stuff G-man!

Thanx. I may b*tch a little bit about her, but she's still the best
woman I've EVER had. I know all days ain't gonna be sunshine and songs,
but that's why we say for better or for worse.

I love her with all my heart, and am not goin anywhere. I just don't
want us to end up like my parents, together but not happy. Ya know?

I love my wife, and accept her for the way she was then and the way she
is now. I may not like it all the time, but honestly, I don't really
have to. I still love her as much today as I did on April 20th, 2001
when we got married.

To everyone, thank you for the replies. I just was freakinout and needed
some words of encouragement, thanx to those of you with constructive
ideas. Rivergirl, I'm sorry that I offended your
holier-than-thou-ass..........wait, no.........I'm not sorry. You
didn't have to post anything at all if you're gonna be a b*tch. I was
lookin for help, and got from you that I was "repugnant". Thanx for the
help, and the insight into who you really are. No wonder you're freakin
single.

From day one, I was unplanned and unwanted,
And had dark angels all around me so I know that I'm haunted,
I felt the winds of pain, startin at around age five,
When I first had that dream that all the people close to me died
Then came the lyin, from the same people I was close to,
I was taught to keep my word, now ain't they supposed to?
I grew up quiet, with pain flowin in my veins like blood,
Cuz everybody showed me hate, and I thought it was love.
I got taken to psychiatrists the first time in 3rd grade,
I guess they wanted to see the devil inside me that they made,
I cried every other night, cuz my parents would fight,
While prayin the one that they called God would finally show me the
light.
But all I saw was his might, I think he did it outta spite,
Since I was an accident that finally became an oversight.
Try as I might, still got my fists clenched tight,
But stayin mute or crackin jokes so everyone thought I was alright.
I did okay for a while, then came Jr. High,
My first day there was a day I almost died.
I had a gun put under my chin, and they said that they'd do it,
If I didn't give em all my money, so I did and said screw it.
It's wierd how ya feel in the presence of death,
Then gettin your ass whooped at home for havin no money left.
After that I started smokin weed and drinkin alcohol,
And no big surprise, my grades started to fall.
I'd get my ass whooped more for things I did in high school,
But I tried to keep quiet, cuz that's the number one rule.
I had failed relationships with friends and potential lovers,
And not to mention how I was treated by my father an mother.
Then came this one girl, she said that she liked me,
This all started one summer in the middle of the 90's.
Everything started great, but then sh*t grew stagnent,
Then she came to me with a test that said she was pregnant.
She dumped me right then, but acted like she kept me on her mind,
But when she had my baby boy, she said his last name is not mine.
I didn't get to be there, she didn't call me when it happened,
Then her family started doggin me, for not takin action.
She never wanted me there, all she wanted was a check,
I suppose money was the thing that kept her panties wet.
So I was payin child support, with no rights of visitation,
But whenever she called, I was there with no hesitation........




To Be Continued at a later day......

And yall wonder why I make so many smart ass remarks. I finally try to
get my problem out there, and yall don't say sh*t. Okay, fine. That's
cool, I see how it is.


For those of you who replied somethin to me, thank you for takin the
time to care.

Hey sushi, how you doin?