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Thu 11/16/06 10:15 AM
"If You Were Real"


I would stand before a bullet
And stand before a knife
I would stand right beside you
And guard you with my life

I would give you all my time
Listen to words you say
I would give you hugs and kisses
Each and every day

I would gladly hold your hand
Walk through the sands of time
I would gladly say I love you
In actions, thoughts, and rhymes

I would hold you close to me
And whisper in your ear
That you are the queen of my heart
And I love you dear

I would be your shoulder of strength
Someone to believe
I would cry along with you
For your sadness to relieve

I would live my life for you
Excite, love, and thrill
You would be my everything
If only you were real

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Thu 11/16/06 10:12 AM
"The Gladiator"

The combatants battle-tested and ready
There's danger in the air
And each knows that his death approaches
Shows no concern or care

Standing face-to-face
Hatred spewing from their eyes
Feeling no love at all
Only feelings of despise

Nostrils flaring, mouth drawn tight
Breaths short and quick
The gladiators prepared for death
The end result will be sick

Eyes locked and neither blinking
Breaking the gaze would mean he's weak
Muscles flexed with enormous size
Each man strong not meek

The referee yells let the fight begin
Evilness shows its face
As each contestant seeks to destroy
Brutality fills the place

The audience savage and wild
Cheering the blood that spills
Barbaric instincts excites the spectators
Each cheering for a kill

The battle continues for an hour
Each not wanting to lose
Finally a punch is landed
That renders a contestant stunned and confused

With satanic instinct kicking in
The strongest draws his knife
Rips open flesh and cuts to the bone
Ending the weaker's life

The crowd wickedly stands and applauds
The victor throws up his hands
They appreciate the good fight
No concern for the finished man

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Wed 11/15/06 08:41 PM
As always I am limited for time. But a quick thank you to everyone for
their kindness and for choosing me. Thank you very much.

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Wed 11/15/06 02:07 PM
“Waiting to catch you”

Tell me your dreams
We’ll build them together
Please take my hand
And we’ll walk forever

You are my rose
I love you thorns and all
And baby I’ll be there
Every time you call

Your love the sweetest fragrance
My soul has inhaled
You’ve cast out my loneliness
Hurt you have expelled

Maybe I’m just hoping
I’ll break down love’s wall
And I’ll be there to catch you
When in love you fall

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Wed 11/15/06 02:03 PM
"Burned by Fire"

I felt the fire
The heat so hot
It burned when you kissed
So I took another shot

The flame got higher
My temperature rose
Felt it burning
All the way in my toes

Your hand held mine
Felt like a coal
A burning ember
Out of control

Upon my chest
You did place
Your fire within
Made my heart race

A slow deep kiss
Inside I’m burning
To lose all control
Hormones are yearning

Never been this heated
My body shaking
I long for more
This pressure is quaking

Animal thoughts
And primitive actions
Bodies naked
The coming attraction

Lust or love
Which am I feeling
My mind is lost
Dang this is thrilling

Lost in time
Eternal pleasure
These moments of desire
Oh what a treasure

Bodies burning
Frenzied and contorted
Lost in time
My mind is distorted

Intense actions
Filled with fury
Passion so hot
The mind is blurry

An act complete
Still burning from flames
The desire burns deep
Feelings can’t be tamed

Close eyes once more
Her kisses have fire
Her hands of flame
I’m filled with desire

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Wed 11/15/06 02:02 PM
Dedicated to my son.



"Infinite Love"


Softly you touch
Ever so peaceful
Can’t even tell
You touch so soulful

Touching my heart
With invisible fingers
Placing love deeply
Forever it lingers

Painting my heart
Different colors
Taking away pity
That I swallow

Doubt removed
Trust replaced
Growing love felt
With no disgrace

Love your heart
Pure and true
Never felt this
I’ve never knew

Love so innocent
Pure love in eyes
My eyes love you
Never could they despise

Love of child
Heart so mild
Loving me
My heart once wild

Child of mine
Son of father
My love for you
Deeper than water

Growing deeper
Universal plane
Expanding more
Just can’t explain

Love so blind
A non-parent couldn’t see
My love for you
And yours for me

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Wed 11/15/06 01:52 PM
"Goodbye"


A big pile of dirt
He plays with his cars
Buries them deep
A little too far

Mama and daddy sitting talking
Been so long
Mama is usually gone
He knows something’s wrong

Divorce is the subject
Their voice filled with hurt
And tears behind eyes
Their love buried in the dirt

They play with their son
He is too young to know
That mama and daddy are splitting
Their love no longer grows

Only been three days
Since mama walked out
Not a single word spoken
No letters, words, or shouts

He laughs with such happiness
Excitement in his eyes
Seeing his parents together
Doesn’t know they’re saying good-bye

A few more minutes
Of mama and daddy being together
And this is his last family moment
That he’ll remember ever

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Tue 11/14/06 08:47 PM
Is there any way to get topic threads that a person started deleted? If
so, would someone tell me how to go about doing so? Thank you for our
time.

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Tue 11/14/06 06:19 PM
Would you give me your last breath
To save my life and hold back death
Would you sacrifice your soul
For paradise for me to behold

Could you care for me with all your heart
Just so I could feel loved
Would you burn in flames forever
So I could go to Heaven above

Would you spend your time with me
So I would not be lonely
Would you be my forever love
So I could be you one and only

Would you share your bed with me
And hold me through the night
Would you wipe away my tears
When I care so much that it frights

Would you do these things for me
Answer me this, is it true
For I would do all of this
Just because I love you

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Tue 11/14/06 02:40 PM
"Baby, Please Kill Me Again"

Why did you kill me tonight
That short black dress that barely covers your womanly attributes
The silky black stockings that snugly fit around the curve of your calf
and gently rises above the knee to mid-thigh level

The jacket that drapes over your shoulders and draws attention to your
cleavage
High heel shoes

You have your hair pulled back with a lacy bow that is reminiscent of a
very special romantic present that is only for my eyes and pleasure

Your mascara telling your eyelashes to slap me in the face and grab my
attention and focus it on your eyes--your stunning baby blues that have
an unseen sparkle in them inviting me to a very special night

Your smile is a little wider
Your voice a little softer
And the contact between your eyes and mine is drawn out with only a
split second seperating long soulful glances

Your fingers are a magicians wand tonight
Performing magical acts that my body has never felt--the chills down my
spine, the fires of passion being stoked by your touch

Your fragrance transcends the body and rushes through my nose and grabs
hold of all my senses--your sensual smell, the bodies natural perfume,
the fruit on the vine is ripened and ready to be consumed tonight

Yes, you killed me tonight--drawing me into your web of romance and
ectasy, weaving your womanly fabric around my heart and into my soul
anchoring it to all that makes me

Your kiss, ever so soft and yet packing the force of a hurricane as you
suck gently on my lips with each flexed muscle pulling at my soul--kiss
me again and again..........and again..don't stop until you have drained
my soul through my lips

I ask of you
I beg of you........

Yes, you killed me tonight....................
One deep, long, soulful, slow kiss after another.. and another......and
yet again
The kind I enjoy.....the kind I love............the kind I beg you with
my eyes to kill me again with

My only thought is that you kill me everyday for the rest of my life

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Mon 11/13/06 09:48 PM
"Dream"


Can I show you the planets
Can I give you the stars
The universe before your eyes
The distance not that far
Would you like to see the world
The beauty of the lands
Join me and we’ll see all it is
Gently clasp my hand

We can explore the bottom of the ocean
Or the tops of the mountains
The Roman coliseum
Or the Las Vegas resort fountains
Travel in a black hole
Drink from the constellations
Visit any place you wish
Outer space or different nations

Anything you wish to see
All you have to do ask
I will fulfill your every wish
And do your every task
I can give you happiness
Or bring you demise
All that you have to
Is rest your sleepy eyes

Join me if you will
On a journey of fantasy
Where everything that you can wish
Your mind will see
You can shout with joy
Or from fear you can scream
All you have to do to live it all
Is close your eyes and dream

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Mon 11/13/06 09:41 PM
“Your love”


Sit for a moment
Tell me what is wrong
Listen to my poem
Sing your heart a song

Words never soft enough
To tell you how I feel
This heart is ever growing
From the love inside that’s real

The deepness of the universe
Never could contain
All the caring inside of me
Forever will it sustain

A touch upon your beautiful face
I hope to reach your soul
And light inside a fire for you
To burn wildly out of control

No need to extinguish the flames within
Feel the burning in your heart
And know that I burn for you also
Let’s let love do it’s part

Forever is not long enough
That I will be true
For your’s is the truest love
My heart has ever knew

Infinity is a word to use
For my trust and faith in you
And your eyes speak so lovingly
As you love me through and through

Together we will walk this Earth
Two hearts melted into one
And by your side I’ll forever reside
Until our time on Earth is done

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Mon 11/13/06 09:37 PM
“Untitled Love Poem”


How can I say
The words that need saying
When you won’t stop playing
The games that you’re playing

Who can I turn to
When you are gone
I don’t enjoy this feeling
Of being alone

Tenders words I spoke
Falling on deaf ears
Brave intentions where once
There were fears

Still I don’t want you to leave
Please do stay
Sit down and listen
To the words that I say

I still love you now
More than ever before
I forever wait for you
To walk through the door

Hey baby, I’m home
A phrase I long to hear
And a sweet smile
As you hold me so near

Say something, please
Don’t stand there not talking
Turn away from the door
That you are walking

Please just have a rest
Say what you’re thinking
Talk to my heart nonstop
Without ever blinking

I can not help but love you
I know I’ve tried
Even though it hurts
And real tears I’ve cried

Say one more time
That you still love me
I need to hear it once more
Even if dishonestly

Tell me once more
Before you walk out the door
That you really care
Even though it’ll be lies like before

I need to hear it really
Just one more time
And to feel your body once more
Closely hold mine

Then we can part
And be on our ways
And live apart
For the rest of our days

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Mon 11/13/06 05:11 PM
“A dream within a dream”

I see the world unite as one
And all to understand
That we’re all one people
Let's walk hand in hand

I see friends throughout the land
Each with feeling hearts
And the comfort of a touch
To help when the hurting starts

Smiles across the nations
As there is enough to eat
And great big hugs given
Each time two friends greet

Unity as all are equals
Money does not exist
Materialism is gone to rest
True love is too much to resist

Secular exclusion has passed away
Given in to inclusiveness of everyone
Brothers and sisters joining in
To celebrate the joyous day that's come

Tears of joy…the ones cried the most
But that's easy to understand
All sadness can’t be eliminated
Death is the curse to man

I hope that with the arrival of each new day
That new eyes will see
That we can truly live as one
Only wealth and greed destroys the chance for unity

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Mon 11/13/06 12:58 PM
“Care bears”


A little body
Filled with pain
Broken hearted parents
Cry the rain

Love in the heart
For her mommy and dad
Strength to smile
Their souls feel so sad

The parents know
What the outcome will be
That one day too soon
Her sparkling eyes won’t see

Still she stays strong
As the cancer spreads
As two hearts are being
Ripped into shreds

Despite the pain that is suffered
A wish truly from a child
To fly in the love of the care bears
Making her life feel worthwhile

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Mon 11/13/06 12:56 PM
Gryphyn-- Thank you very much for your kind words.


“To those that die too young; fly angel fly”

A heart so true
A love so pure
Victim to disease
There was no cure

The light of life
The sparkle of eye
Too soon in life
Her time to die

The pain inside
A parents love
Hearts not the same
Since she rose above

An angel in Heaven
Father in the sky
Man’s mortality
Death makes us cry

Dreams came to end
Heart broken into
Missing the opportunity
To say I love you

A smile so sweet
Tears to the eyes
Of knowing parents
It was her time to fly

Life never the same
A void forever
Memories will live
And forgotten never

Life not in vain
Loved so deep from the heart
Loved even more
Each passing day from the start

Fly angel fly
Soaring ever so high
One day I’ll join you
And give you a kiss the sky

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Mon 11/13/06 10:40 AM
Michael313--- Yes, these are some I have written over the last few
months. It has been soul-cleansing to get some of the things out. My
wife walked out on me and my son the day before Easter and it took a
little while to put things behind me. But I am sooptimistic about the
future. Thank you for your words and for reading what I have written.


"A diamond in sheeps clothing"



The way the light catches your edges
You sparkle with such tint
And the sun shining on you
At pure magnificence it hints

At least a thirty carat size
You are a sight to behold
And you brag and ascend
Your story of beauty so many times told

You say that you are that diamond
Perfect without flaws or streaks
And you are the strongest substance
There is nothing about you weak

There sparkling in the light
For all to enjoy and delight
But I know a secret
One that will fill you with much fright

For I see beneath the surface of the diamond
And I know what's a lie and true
You might have other’s believe you are for real
But you are cubic zirconium through and through

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Mon 11/13/06 10:36 AM
"The Invisible Flaw in the Diamond"


She is so beautiful
But unsure of her looks
She’s as gorgeous as a princess
In a fairytale book

Her dream life is a nightmare
And her dreams are coming true
She doesn’t know that she’s beautiful
Can’t believe those words from me or you

A slightly tarnished diamond
The flaw so buried deep
Barely is it noticeable
When through the microscope you peep

But that ever so microscopic flaw
Takes her beauty away
Doesn’t matter what the rest of the worlds thinks
Or the words they say

One day a homely gentleman
With a heart shining of gold
Looked into her beautiful eyes
And unto her, the truth he told

Yes I see your flaw
And I have the remedy that will cure
The solution is just way too simple
For your heart and soul is pure

Close your eyes and learn acceptance
And this will bring relief
Confidence is all you need
In yourself have a belief

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Mon 11/13/06 10:33 AM
"Untitled Love Poem"


My beautiful lady
The sun radiates glory upon you
Your heart is my Earthly temple
And I resolve to dwell inside it and place into it praise and love

My mortal goddess that is more fair than Venus and Aphrodite
Both of whom are jealous of your beauty
Zeus himself would be a suitor of your love
Alas, he is envious of I

Your heart is sacred ground
And I long to have a ceremony for your love
A toast to celebrate the depths of your caring
And to admire your compassion and passion that is ever expanding

Your smile is infinite bliss and happiness
The ever-burning light that will never extinguish
The force that the sun is envious
The life giving sustenance as needed to the body as water

Your touch is as gentle as a mother’s love
As nurturing as mother’s milk
As healing as tears in the rain
As soft as feathered pillows on clouds

Your kiss ignites my universe like a personal supernova
The taste of your lips is anesthesia to my pain
The passion from within you flows directly to my soul and sends it
aimlessly
Drifting throughout the unexplored space of the universe

Your love is more than I have dreamed
Deeper than the imagination of a new born child
More understanding than all the secrets of the universe
And I am more undeserving of your love than satan controlling Heaven

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Mon 11/13/06 10:29 AM
Myriad-- Thank you for your words. I am most glad that my love for my
son can be seen by those that read my poems. I really do love my son a
lot. I never knew what real love was until he was born. I am only
speaking of an Earthly love as I do believe in God and Jesus and in no
way wish to view any love above the love of the Man that died on the
cross for what He believed and because He loved mankind.


"Desire"


Hands are perspiring
Feeling the tension
His mind is confused
Eagerness and apprehension

The object of his desire
Stands in front of his eyes
No clue of being observed
In for a surprise

Been many dreams of this
His mouth can almost taste
Such an object of beauty
It will be such a waste

Separated from the group
Being in seclusion
Oh my goodness
It’s a foregone conclusion

Silently he walks
Making not a sound
Moving ever closer
Grabs and jumps to the ground

He carries it off
No one does see
Now it’s just the two of them
What will surely be

He devilishly smiles
His dream is coming true
And two bites is all it takes
And his Oreo is through