All the way till the tender age of 34...believe it or not...i thought and felt innocent, but after almost 5 years of drama, i feel like i have been striped of my innocense...and i dont like it one bit...it made me grow up and miss trust ppl. I used to believe mirracles....true love...kindness and always TRYING to do the right thing in life when it comes to my encounters in life with ppl....any ppl...Now..i go through everything and every body..with a fine tooth comb..that is no way to be...maybe decades from now..i will have forgotten what happened and get my inocense back and with that my believe that their are nice ppl in the world.