respectfuly stay off my thread your the reason the mod was here from me turning i in i go by first impressons i didny like your this was cleaned up and you but fouling it respedtfully do not reply on this and any other tread i may post

it the youngest one was into elgos and the oldest girl acting and hats yes it is he did a great job painting a picture of that family as if i was a fly on the wall in there home

hate speech is alway wrong but we as a nation does have a double standard not the i feel this way just saying if i was to burn a cross in my yard and post signs kkk all the way and preach white power the naacp well have me sued and thrown in jail but that pastor of obamas from his home state revern wright i think was the name openly preached towards white folks in my books its never right

thanks everyone i go thru usualy two books a hitch one a week ill look upthe others i do alot of reading out here

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doc holiday

finally some breathing room but yes my whole mess kind leaves me feeling like stud horse from a race track or prize hog something lol we made him not wanting i was to young still am things are hard enough ive been caring for mistys kids but i do ask myself all the time am i doing the right thing wstill wouldnt be paying support i pushed for the using the fact of a job and abilty to pay while she is on assistance to get the ball rolling but once the dna was done everything hit the fan her secret was out and its been a fight ever since now my visitation has been granted ive had three so far but its gotten worse being she dont spend wisely and woul use him against my family to buy her stuff or they wouldnt see him always i was never to be around and choose not to for them and my son now ive taken that away its really bad she makes the comments im ruining her live just to leave them alone thats what i dont get why women do that its not just her life is hard enough and im fast to make choices but thats from what ive been thru very young i started wrestling you just had to know what to do and do it second guesssing you lose noone whats that lol then first job and training you second guess dead of your friend are my job now you have to know it or bad things can happen if you fall between two barges your a pancake of this time of year there is snow and ice on everything i slip fall pancake fall in water its cold might not come back home i have all that plus am i doing right by my son fighting for him

i just finished what the night knows great book kinda dry in the begining very discriptive paints a clear picture of the seen just started odd apocalypse

the one thing that will never change is mans need to kill another man no matter waht we are animals in the animal kingdom lions fight , deer fight , fish fight , birds fight and in every case sometimes death happens man will always have the drive to eat sleep **** and fight so its in our mature to fight and kill over food, woman, land anything even house cats steak there claim and fight to hold on to it would a world of peace be great yes but it will never happen its just not in us its worse becaucse in the animal world olny the strong suvrive and reproduce not everyone dose we are over popluating which means less space which means more violant things will only get worse

your right about the law abiding untill they have a gun a gun is just the fastest was lets there are no guns in the world anymore what happens people still kill people the romains never used a firearm nor did the greeks the monguls the zulus in africa in fact most the genoicide in africa and south america is still dont by bladed weapons hacked to peices back to her point its our culture

you couldnt be more right we glorify crime from western outlaws to modern day gang banger movies ever most police movies today are based of lawmen breaking the law

very true very true and another bit of history any nation that once knew freebom and lost has yet to regain it i see our goverment putting things in play everyday trying this trying to kill coal i work a towboat pushing barges from morgantown wv on the monongahela river all the way to cairo ill at the mouth of the ohio at the mississippi and we puch alot of coal among other stuff but shutting that donw kills mining job power plant jobs towboat jobs trucker jobs and more and where are are we going to go goverment assistants on top of that they are letting the education slip i wish someone could post where we are ranked compaired to the rest of the world but by dumbing our kids and making us depend on them for need that is the start of repression correct me if im wrong

wow really our goverment cant defeat piss ants with assult rifels now in the middle east one or two of us yes as a nation if we raise up no we could defeat the goverment just as the ira it would be a long bloody battle pitting brother vsbrother just as it did in the past but history repeats itsself your nation lives by the sword and you day die by the sword i hope its after my time here not wanting to see the horrors it would bring

thank you for the bit about ohio we only passed ours in 08 in 11 thats alnost 100000 a years and it increases everyday

you couldnt be more right ima ask you a favor will you look up the stats for ohios carry law i would but on a towboat for another six days and dont have a way to do it myself but im sure it will be dam near the same

amen to this amen

we are very war like historicly but are goverment is slowly trying to take our rights by not fixing things here bring production to the states lets make things here and we owe more to china than anyone owes us sweetheart too but controling jobs they control the people by making them dependant on the goverment i.e govermant assistants and with education your education system is failing compaired to other countrys we play being so great but why aint we even in the top five in educaion they want a tyranny !!!!

i agree with someone above a gun ban wont fix anything people will kill people if they want weather its with a gun a bat knife or hammer are we going to ban steak knifes because of stabbings when there are no gun ???? baseball and construction tools ????? people are the problem not the weapon

good piont i myself own one i bought it when i was 18 and still in the service its nice to have around would i buy it now prob not but i feel its our right and historistly the right is to protect us from the goverment i understand our goverment out guns us anyway but if we are limited to small mags what are our chances then ???? the to the gangs its our media the glorifys it is always has from billy the kid to john dillenger al capone to the gang banger movies and music of today alot of our countrys problem is its being ran by the draft jumpers of the vietnam era i maybe wrong just saying

i agree alot whit what you say but there piont about gun control i dont agree with isirel prob spelled wrong hope people get the point has no control over guns at all and its that safest contry in the world from what i gather thru media and in ohio when we passed the carry law crime whent down as with other states but the point of that school shooting the was a sad day and should of never happened but from news media that boy tried to get one and was denied gun control was in place and worked he had to commit a crime to get them but to your point the culture is very violant just listen to rap music i dont and im sure not all is but just saying and our movies historicly we are a waring nation from the beginig when we won our freedom to the spanish american war war of 1812 a civil war right in ww1 then ww2 the korean war veitam cold war even tho that wasnt actually a war to desart storm somolia kosavo and now the two we are in now but i am a believer that guns dont kill people people kill people

and as a hunter thr killing is not for fun to all i hunt and trap when i get the chance and eat everything i kill but again thats how i was raised

ok its not agree with me ill break this down and hit every point ive stated im the oldest of thirteen brothers and sisters the youngest brothe three as of may the youngest sister two as of this month i raise my girlfriends three they 8 and 6 as of nov this year and 4 will be five in april fact i pay 508 a month support thats my job your right i dont mind that but ***** but your missing the reason why but standfast and ill give the play by play i stated she is on goverment assistance witch i was told im not doing my part or she wouldnt be so lets break down a household expences first rent shes on hub she pays no rent balance 508 gas and electric she on heap goverment filps that bill to balance 508 food shes on foodstamps she pays for no food next water we live in the same town with the same rates on the bank of the ohio river which is where our water comes form which keeps rates down and low poplus helps also so we pay less than other places my highest water bill ever 87 dollars that was five showers a day three children two adults also running a washing machine my cloths washed seprate for good reason i was a mig welder at the time dish washer and filling up the adverage kiddy pool twice a week for our three and the neighbor three we live in duplex and from raising her three and knowing my youngest brother and sisters ill add my highest bill and dipers and wipes to 250 that will leavesurplus for the next month balance now 258 that leaves cloths shoes soap shampoo toothpaste laundry soap toys that cleans her out whats left for my son medical i pay for the insurance thru my work what they dont cover i.e the copay her state med card does so i provide everything in that house my son needs those are the same numbers used by the state when my support was set so i provide everything my son needs now your going to say cloths and shoes cost but hold your breath its coming all her shopping is done at wal mart and k mart as it is for our three me and mis becauae she wont drive out of state to the closest mall so im spelling was brought up spelling dont pay my bills but nimbers have i know mumbers mis not so bright pafic star this brings me to the other peolpe in the house i dont care who lives there until it starts taking from my son like they do and ill break this down now because some people catch on slow my sons mother is 29 the live in boyfriend is 30 he is also the eight year olds father ok ive lined out my sons needs they are met right no this is my ***** not making the payments instead of gettinghim what he need beause netither of them work they use that money to buy themselves new outfits stuff for there daughter with no ties to me never even met the girl someone try and justify how its my job to out cloths on there backs while my son goes with and explain why i shouldnt be outraged knowing that at home with me he wouldnt be without and tell me why i shuold just take that hit on the chin thats my complaint now the point of not seeing him stated me and misty split up a few month i still helped her cuz i love her kids as mine and my sons mother would come over i knew her from taking my sister to do her comuntiy service for a ovi anyway anita sons mother would come pver hand out i would open my door wham bam thank you mam not my proudest moment i was 22 working16 hours proveiling wage jobs two jobsites for the same company i worked over cuz i signed a contract not to be paid the timein half overtime stating two job sites twochecks look up proveiling wage jobs you can fact check me anyway 22 making 32 dollars and hour im still young and had way more than i needed anyway at that time she way still living with her boyfriend that she was cheating on well oops shes pregnat to cover herself with him she says its yours my son is born he sighs the birth cert it took almost a year of working with the child support agency and my attorney to get the dna test ordered hes my son her bubble lie life is popped and last thing shes ever said to me you just want to **** my life up why cant you leave us alone to which ive answered hes my son anyway she paid an attorney with my support payments and with every attorney they have stall tricks up there sleeve until last month but in the mean time my attorney doing this for living set it up so the we pay out of pocket for misty to take parenting classes for when the hearing comes because small town attorneys know eah others moves having never met my son the judge my first few months of visits to be supervised why so long well imonly home one some times two weeks a months but with our move misty is named the superviser untill march then its increased to weekends untill july where my job time and money spent will then roll into shared parenting and her support payment will be cut in half now before you say this or that no its all on paper that is tha state caseplan for the care of my son nothing is going to be taken form me because i work and stay home with the kids when im home eccpet one night which will be covered
back to my ***** about them taking from my son and not being my job tosupport them which its not ok if she wants to be a stay at home mom ok but then that means the boyfriend and other childs father needs to step up to the same plate i do and be held to the same standard why wont he get a job thats my ***** your going to say jobs are hard to get which this is where i put my finger to my lip with shh sound and explain how its not we live in the heart of the shale gas ans oil drilling fields its so big they have recruiters in every class and the companys signed contracts with all the schools and rund the votec class in the high school to train the students to step off the graduation stage strait on to the gas rig where there are many many differant jobs hes thirty thats right not in high school hush my little grass hopper on top of that they hire train you pay you while they train you for your job you dont even need a deploma of ged just apair of steel toe work boot and if that lazy **** called and said i need boots for this i would buy him what ever red wing boots he wanted as a gift just to get his lazy *** off my sons money now the boom is so big the companys have booked up every hotel in thirty miles i know this because like a stated before we are getting married but first before our pastor would do it we sit and talk and one thing she said was with me being gone we need to set out one night im home for just the two of us so i get us a hotelroom we eat at nice place do the love bird thing everyone here was my age once but that is a promis to each outer to keep our fire burning for each other but thats enough about that how do i know about this and i hope your hear msharnony this will hit your college fund comment i was going to jump on that ban wagon like my friends have with the gass boom but me and mis sat down and talked how long will all this really last when things slow down jobs will harder maybe thats why i left the welding feild cuz short term the gas industry makes more long run at this company to start the steersman program to to be a polit you have tohave five years as a deckhand thats what i am now but every polit starting out makes six figures now ill be twenty five in may and have one year in lets jump ten years im thirt five a polit my son is twelve how proud do you think that little boy will be of his dad you piece of **** paficstar and ms harmony what kinds doors do you think that will open for my son and mistys three for college even tho my hope would be have them on the water with me ill support there choices so am i worried about what i spend for the attorney for the fight to be in my sons life to be a good example to these kids as well as my younger brothers and sisters i believe in family my oldest sister is 23 three and has over the years caused me to gain a crooked nose and more than a few scares on face and a few nightsin the county jaili but thats small town life and what big brothers are for so call lousy agian and tell me im not doing the right thing and be thankful your a woman and its via internet lousy father i am not far from perfect but i do care how i look in my comunity its important soset a good example to my younger brothers and sisters as well as my kids with that finally being said and my fingers hurting from typing on this dam phone keyboard i wish everyone a good day