thank you so much!!

Ok well doc called an told him its either MS or GBS, either is not good. There is something eating away at the covering around the nerve in his neck. He getting a spinal tap today sometime. We are all going up to the hosp to be with him. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE keep him in your prays an thoughts.

Here is more info on both.

http://www.ninds.nih.gov/disorders/gbs/gbs.htm GBS

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Multiple_sclerosis MS

Thank you.... they told him on the phone that there is something on his neck.

Just got a call from him, they are going to keep him in the hosp. They told him to get over to the hosp a.s.a.p. Now I'm really scared. I wanna know whats going on!

He just got out of the hosp from the MRI bout an hr ago.

Well he went to the ER last night because he started to lose control of bowls an bladder. He is going for an MRI today at 11am. So we should know whats going on then. The ER doc asked if MS runs in the family :(

Thank you everyone for all prays an thoughts. You guys are amazing! Love you all

Thank you everyone. Doc thinks it may be MS..they are doing more tests on monday to find out. :(

Thank you everyone! Means a lot to me.

He is going to be 26, out of the blue yes.

Oh yeah!! If you need someone to talk to I am just a call or text away sweetheart.

Thank you!!

There is something going on with my big brother..he is starting to go numb from the chest down. The doctors can not find out what's wrong. I am scared... Please send prays,love, healing words anything you can!! Thank you everyone.

thank you :)

I am now dating again ^.^ He is really cool. But don't worry he understands how important my schooling is an understands I may not be able to hang out a lot these days an is ok with that, he does not want to get in the way. Not getting my hopes up just in case things don't work out. But I am really happy :) Things are starting to look up for me again.

Good advice. I have not given up on love just yet, I know he is out there somewhere. When my time comes I will be ready! I am taking this time to work on myself.

That's really cool.

I think this song goes for most of us on here!

When love calls your name
And whispers you're the one
When all you've ever dreamed
Dances like stars around your heart

And finally I hold the chance
To give you all my love
So whats keeping me
Away from holding you

I'm ready to believe
Be strong enough
Give everything I am
And trust in love
My arms long to reach for you
The way I feel I wish you knew
I'm ready now, I'm ready to believe
Ooh, I'm ready for love

Only once, you will find
A love that is so true
And the way I think of you
You can't imagine how beautiful it feels

I must find a way to speak
This secret I hold near
Its these words
You need to hear

I'm ready to believe
Be strong enough
Give everything I am
And trust in love
My arms long to reach for you
The way I feel I wish you knew
I'm ready now, Im ready to believe
Ooh

I know with you I could stay forever
Sailing into grace
Here all things are possible
There's no time or space
When I feel you near

I'm ready to believe
Be strong enough
Give everything I am
And trust in love
My arms long to reach for you
The way I feel I wish you knew
I'm ready now, I'm ready to believe
Ooh, ooh

Wow...that gave me goose bumps. That really hits home.

I will be waiting. Another great song lol. This song kinda has a special meaning to me. <3

When it hurts too much to pretend
And the words burn inside your head
You can't say what you really mean
It's not that easy

If we never let each other know
Let the light shine in from upon our souls
We can dream but we'll never see
What life could be

Someday I'll find you
And I'll catch you
When you look my way
Someday you won't be afraid
And find the words to say
They were always there anyway
And I will be waiting [and I will be waiting]
'Cause I will be waiting ['cause I will be waiting]

When the tears are slowly melting down
And your heart's stuck on a merry-go-round
Praying you could find a sign for when
This game will end

Someday I'll find you
And I'll catch you
When you look my way
Someday you won't be afraid
And find the words to say
They were always there anyway
And I will be waiting

When you lose your thoughts
From a single look
When you can't remember
The last breath that you took
And I will be waiting

And I will be waiting
And I will be waiting
And I will be waiting
Slowly melting down
When it hurts too much to pretend
And the words burn inside your head
I will be waiting
I will be waiting

Another good song. Kelly Sweet-Crush.

Why can't you see me?
'Cause I don't want to make me hard to find
'Cause I'm in love
Or is it a crush?

Am I in love?
Are you in love?
Or is it just a crush?
Are you in love?
Are we in love?
Or is it just a crush?

Just you wait
I'll get next to you
There when you come undone
All that you disguise are all just pretty lies
Still I'm in love
My crush

Just my luck
Here in my imagination
Why so happy and so free?
Maybe you're just meant for me
If you only knew what I would do to hear you

Say you love me
But just don't stop there
Kiss me
Let go floating
High above the ground
Is it all so hard to believe?

Am I in love?
Are you in love?
Or is it just a crush?
Are you in love?
Are we in love?
Or is it just a crush?

Am I in love?
Are you in love?
Or is it just a crush?
Are you in love?
Are we in love?
Or is it just a crush [crush crush]?

Am I in love?
Are you in love?
Or is it just a crush?

Make a cd! I soo want one! I remember when you sang to me...I miss that.