Not thinking that was the problem; and vulnerable that was the problem, and sad

I am a chick but I've got a stalker on here...who's sent me 100+ text msgs in one day, won't stop calling, because I won't meet him, oh and I did something I shouldve thought about first...I sent him a pic of me topless. Now because I am such a ***** he's threatening to post it on the internet with my number...

<<<<<<Divorced, single and celebrating Valentines Day probably watching a movie and eating popcorn; and I have to work...

Doctor

personal pep talk BTS

Not nearly tired

am I awake

Shake that booty BTS

Beautiful, truly sad, but loved the effect it had on my heart!

I want you to know I'm not
lying;
I lay awake at night
crying,
Because my love for you is
undying,
And still I end up
trying,
To get back into you heart again.
As you are
sleeping;
I sit near the window
weeping,
Trying to figure what you're
keeping;
Hoping that your heart is strongly
beating
for me.
But when I am
dreaming,
my emotions inside are
screaming;
Of the fact that you seem
deceiving,
But I know you can't be
cheating
on someone who you love.
I know the chances I am
making,
Because with us there's no
faking;
A love well worth
taking;
Someone to be
waking
up to every morning.
I hope that you're still
breathing,
Because I never want to let go this
feeling
I want to keep us
healing;
No more secrets it's all
revealing,
To the end of our lives.
A friend that I love
kissing,
A partner I find myself
missing;
Someone who's always
listening,
And knows what he's
risking
To be together with me.
So Here I leave you
knowing,
My heart is still strongly
glowing;
So lets keep our relationship
flowing;
It doesn't matter where we're
going
as long as you're by my side.

She saw the light with her heart
She felt the warmth through her eyes
She always knew it could never be
But still she tried

She gave him all her love
She went out on a limb
She always knew it could never be
But still she loved him

She knew he had changed a little
She knew a part of him had gone
She always knew it could never be
But still she was very fond

She thought for once he loved her
She dreamed of him ever night
She always knew it could never be
But still she thought it was right

She never quite got over him
She never let go of the pain
She always knew it could never be
But still she never gained

He left her broken hearted
That's all that's left to say
She always knew it could never be
But still she loved him anyway

He who loves
he who breathes
picking fruit
from his apple trees

he who lives
he who speaks
precious words
that make him weak

he does not laugh
he does not cry
watching the window
from his bed near by

Crippled and corrupt
flushed and pale
but too stubborn and profound
not to fail

Loves his family
loves his daughters
when he sees them
his heart is stronger

And now from heaven
he can see
his granddaughter grow up
with everything she's wanted to be

In her dreams
his spirit flows
he tells her that
she must let him go

And from her dream
she does wake
and knows in her soul
the choice she must make

She kneels beside his grave
at last to say goodbye
then turns around and walks away
doesn't look back, and tries not to cry

But before she leaves the place of him
she can feel him in the air
now she knows she can go through life in confidence
and know he'll always be there

From his heart
for his life
he lives inside me
stife by stife

That was really good...

A cowboy to go...

Life is sad
not bad
but not always happy
Love is never ending
when life is just beginning
There are deaths
even heart breaking
but you are always left thinking
To the right of the mind
is the greatest gift alive
You are that one person who's gonna survive.

Without hate, there would never be love;
Without fate, there would never be angels or doves.

Hearts are meant to be broken, no matter how strong you think they are. They always have a weakness. Broken hearts take time to heal. They shut out the world again; consuming pain, agony, and sadness. You end up pushing away the people who love most, in exchange for strong images that run through your mind of the days when you were once happy. He made you happy, but someone had their doubts in him. Splitting up was the farthest thing from your mind. Suddenly you find yourself in no regards to seeing him. A ban upon your life; a threat, a mishap. He's gone, and there's nothing that anyone has control over. Your heart is broken for now, but not forever. You hope there is a brighter day in the future, when your heart can be mended by his love...

Sometimes words are unspoken;
Which need to be told,
And deep down I was hoping;
My emotions would hold.
But the stronger they got,
The harder I fell;
I guess I like you alot,
If you couldn't already tell.
It's like every little thing you do,
Brings a smile to my face;
I can't help but stare at you,
And welcome your embrace.
I think of you every day,
Even when you're around;
I never felt this way,
You picked me up when I was down.
The words you speak are unspeakable,
The way you make me melt inside;
Do you know you're so incredible,
You gave me a reason not to hide.
My heart beats for only you,
With every passing hour;
I promise I'll always be true,
You have that power.
I love your touch,
Your warm and subtle stares;
Your words and such,
And you always being there.
I know I can count on you,
Through good times and bad;
And so I know a thing or two,
I'll never be sad.
If we had never met,
I don't know where I'd exactly be;
I live with no regret,
Having you here by me.
I'll give my hand to you,
With all of my heart;
Can't wait to live my life with you,
Can't wait to start.

The Rose of a lifetime,
And the warming it brings;
to the world above,
And beautiful things.
To the bees who help it,
in which it grows;
To the honey and pollen,
under your nose.
For the life it gave,
to your dearest heart;
To the last life,
from finish to start.

Highway Speed between the sheets

"What you do for your children is love, you want to keep them safe, cradle them from harm, keep them from the outside world, but for someday you will have to set them free, as it will be their time to leave the nest."