Don't know what was goin on in here, and don't wanna know. Not even gonna go back and read the pages. But I need some coffee, anybody got some extra????

i am thinking i need some food

I found "Mr. Right" on here



if I can, anyone can! and YES we are plannin on meeting next month

I watch your tears fall down those petal cheeks
Cry till your heart is content my lovely

He played you and used you
Took your feelings for granted

Cry my sweet darling let your heart heal
Hold you all night long my sweetness

He played you and left you
Never any words of care from is lips to yours

Cry in the shower my darling and cry in the wind
Cry and let it all go and I will hold you

I will talk to you all night as you cry my Southern Beauty
All it takes is one word and I will be there to hold you all night

Now let the sun come out and shine and dry up all those hurts
Does your heart feel better my Beauty

It will be my day soon when your heart is ready for me
I will return your feelings and give you what you need

I will call you baby and will never play you
I will treat you right and will never close myself off from feeling for
you

I see so much in your eyes

I know nothing of your life

This is not the end but the beginning

Don't sacrifice as much as I ever did

Our love needs no sacrifice

You fought to love me

It has been over for so long

I let you in and killed the pride inside

We got away from the pain

I realize so much from what you showed me

The more I see the more I love

How is you love like the divine

How did you get in past all that is built up inside

Who is this mystery

I see so much in his eyes

How is it he is able to get in my head

This magic in his eyes is so powerful

The fire in his touch burns away all my fears

He makes everything so new and whole

He seems to heal all my wounds

Before I knew what happened he got under my skin and into my soul

One look and he took the breath right out of me

I have tried to fight his attraction from fear it would be the death of me

I just realized what has happened to me

He has brought out the best in me

I am caught between my fanatsy of you and the reality

I have told you once how I feel and you can see it in my eyes

I have given you the one thing I hold dear to me

All I feel is pain and wonder if you even care or feel the same as I do

I go through these days and never know how you are doing

I wish for your touch and to touch you and to take your pain away

Please just tell me how you really feel and dont do this to me no more

I am so alone and just want you and no one else can do for me as you do

Take me or set me free

Just pick up the phone and call me you know I am there

I care for you so much baby wont you please take this pain away

There is nothing to stop you from doing what you want to do

I will always care for you there is nothing going to stop that

Tell me what you want baby you know I am there for you always

I dream of a love that is never ending and all consuming but it eludes
me even in my dreams

Looking at you I wonder who it could be is there such a thing as the
right person

We all have our faults but just to be loved in return and to have one
person that can understand my needs and fill them seems like a fantasy
that will never happen



When I dream of my dream lover he knows me inside and out and
understands my needs

He does not mind holding me when I cry and understands how it can hurt
even when it is right

To know that one person can love you even when you are mad and can hold
you no matter what

To be able just to cuddle and watch a movie or listen to a song and know
there will be no fight about it

Going for walk in the woods or by the lake and to know you won't be
alone

A drive to the beach or by the docks and knowing that one person will
never be to busy for you



You get mad and fight and to never doubt that the one person will never
leave you and will work it out with you



To know you are loved so much in return and that one person will always
be with you and no one else can ever replace you



This all seems too much to ask of anyone so I guess it will always stay
just a fantasy

I see so much in your eyes

I know nothing of your life

This is not the end but the beginning

Don't sacrifice as much as I ever did

Our love needs no sacrifice

You fought to love me

It has been over for so long

I let you in and killed the pride inside

We got away from the pain

I realize so much from what you showed me

The more I see the more I love

How is you love like the divine

How did you get in past all that is built up inside

oh my god baby they way you make feel is so high up on cloud 99

baby dont let the past keep you from what makes you feel happy

Living in the present and forgeting the past and just loving the way you
make me feel

Thinking of you on my mind and running around and meeting all these guys
and none of them can make me feel the way you do

Dont know what you are to suppose to do if you feel the same way

If you are the feeling the way I do I dont know how you can stand it

Keep it real baby if you feel the same way just make it happen and dont
let no one stop you from what you want

If you want just take it and love it and enjoy your life and live it to
the fullest

Let just do it there is nothing to do it all we can is try and love the
life we have

I dont know about you but I let nothing keep me from what I want I make
it happen and find the way

There is nothing to it baby it can happen if you want it

Knights in shining amour and Damsels in distress

Kings and Queens with there princes and princess

Is part of what makes up fairy tales



Then you have Unicorns and Pegasus, castles and dragons with there mass
intelligence yet they guard Damsels in distress all the time as if there
is nothing better to do



Why do we continue to feed tales of helpless women to our daughters.



I gave up my fairy tales a long time ago and came to the realizations
there are no knights in shining amour

And if there where ever any dragons they left right along with the
knights maybe they are all playing poker some where and laughing at the
fools reading the same fairy tales to there kids



Swinging in the wind letting the world fall around me and not giving a
care it is not princes that float throw my mind but a soldier in arms
that gives his life for me so that I may have my freedom to change my
life



Jumping and watching the clouds go farther away with the wind around my
body what matters is not what you think but I know I do not fall alone



If know one loves or cares then what does it matter if you die?



Our damsels are no longer princess in towers but our daughters in there
beds

Knights in shining amour are no longer Princes but soldiers in arms for
our freedom



Kings and Queens are now Moms and Dads



So do you care to know the rest



Then you need to know it is not rubies that buy your life and freedom It
is the blood of those that have cried many nights cause they knew they
would never see those that they loved them or died never knowing what
love can be like



Next time you lie down and look up looking at the stars and dream of
knowing love and you dream of your Knight in shining amour you need to
know today he is dressed in a bullet proof vest and carries a real
weapon so that you can dream your dreams.



Your Unicorn and Pegasus have turned in to jets and magic has always
just been science so open a book and read



There are still plenty of Dragons today but they are no longer
intelligent instead today we call them terrorist



There is no happily ever after no more it is more like amen I am alive



We still have our fire flies to watch as we stare up at the stars and
dream our dreams and I love to the thanks my soldiers that lay there
lives down for me every day these are not just men but women and yes I
love every one of them



To walk by one of our modern day castles you may never notice because
they are called military bases and are very guarded even in this day and
time



So when it is all said and done with you need to live every day to its
fullest you never know when your fairy tale is over but I know my will
end with



Amen I am alive



Time is to short to waste take advantage of the day don't let the
fools get you down walk by them and keep moving cause every minute
counts

consider yourself a goner darlin

I promise I will ruin you for anyone else