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Mon 01/11/10 07:07 PM


Well at least the "nice girls" never approach me.




Well, at least women approach you. You got one up on me.

welcome and good luck.

drinker

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Mon 01/11/10 07:04 PM
Well its done.

Ive sold my businesses and moving somewhere else. I'm honestly really looking forward to the new project that I'm undertaking.

But, Somehow I still have this hollow feeling that I have failed. I guess its because I sold off my businesses before I had totally obtained my goals with it. Or maybe along the way I got married and couldn't hold my marrage together at the same time as working on my businesses. It could also be the fact that I put so much into it and lost so much building it, to just sell it.

At the same time I recieved an offer I couldn't refuse, doing pretty much the same thing I was doing here, just in a much larger market. Hell, it maybe just the fact that I'm an idiot for letting myself feel this way.

But its been bothering me for several days now. I just have a real hard time talking about things that bother me or how I'm feeling. (You get told your whole life, starting really young by your parents, that everyone else has more of a right to have feeling than you do and see if it dosent effect you in a negative way.)

Please excuse me on this one, I just wanted to put it in words, with the hope that my reading it would put things into perspective for me.

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Mon 01/11/10 06:05 PM
work

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Mon 01/11/10 06:01 PM
its a toss up between two:

Having children. They could turn out to be like me.

Finding out that someone really does care about me.

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Mon 01/11/10 05:58 PM
Kinda.

Parts I could live with out.

But, If I had, the I wouldn't be the Jaded, hatful, uncaring, untrusting, emotionless, bastard I am today. (All words that were used to discribe me today)

drinker drinker drinker

Cheers, I'm going back to drinking and getting ready for my move to nashville tomorrow.

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Mon 01/11/10 05:55 PM
Not a gold digger.

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Mon 01/11/10 05:53 PM

in our own unique ways. Usually we're on top of it, yet the moment comes that everything hits hard the first reaction is to go back to to to 'fall safe'. Ever have one of those days when you just feel like crap, want to go bed, under the covers and stay there until you feel better again? Whats your way out?


Southern Comfort.

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Sun 01/10/10 11:37 PM


My worst fear is to have children.

I don't want them to turn out to be like me, I couldn't barefor that to happen to someone else.


I'll drink heavily to that, stranger. I can empathize.


Whats ya drinking?

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Sun 01/10/10 11:30 PM
Hero - Nickleback and silvia

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Sun 01/10/10 11:24 PM
My worst fear is to have children.

I don't want them to turn out to be like me, I couldn't barefor that to happen to someone else.

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Sun 01/10/10 11:20 PM
How You Remind Me - Nickleback

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Sun 01/10/10 11:16 PM
If Everyone Cared - Nickleback

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Sun 01/10/10 11:13 PM

I'm tired of everything I've known.


I'm right there with ya bud. Been there for several years now.

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Sun 01/10/10 11:10 PM
Re-arranged - Limp Bizkit

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Sun 01/10/10 11:04 PM
Nobody Loves Me - Limp Bizkit

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Sun 01/10/10 10:59 PM
Scars - Papa Roach

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Sun 01/10/10 10:55 PM
Fat Lip - Sum 41

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Sun 01/10/10 10:50 PM
Duality - Slipknot

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Sun 01/10/10 10:48 PM




HOnest at least.
much cooler than u im afraid so ur a bigger dork


I'm use to people not caring much for me so I think I'll live.

So Yeah your right, but at least I can admit it.
look dont take this to heart im just randon type of guy sit back n just enjoy the ride


Don't worry about it, I get it all the time. So there must be some truth to it.

I know what I am and where I stand with people and socity in general, I accepted that along time ago.

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Sun 01/10/10 10:44 PM


HOnest at least.
much cooler than u im afraid so ur a bigger dork


I'm use to people not caring much for me so I think I'll live.

So Yeah your right, but at least I can admit it.

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