I'm trying this one last time because everything else has failed, even this. This is going to be a bit long winded so please, just humor me. But I know if you actually read, and get through the whole thing, your just as real and serious as I am. I'm sick of being alone, and being lied to or screwed over when I'm not. Its getting old. But I am picky about who I date. I'm 33 years old, not married, no kids, never have done any type of drugs (yes I'm serious). I'm 5'7" tall 145 - 150 lbs, brown hair, green eyes. I have ambition and goals. I have my pions. I try to be outgoing but sometimes fail or make myself look like an idiot but at least I can admit it. I believe that if you can't laugh at your own faults, then you have no reason to laugh at anyone else’s in good fun or not. I've been keeping my eyes open for the one for me and have yet to find her, and am now getting to a point of giving up, so here I am. What I'm looking for is of course, a woman, if it isn't obvious. I'm looking for someone that won't lie, cheat or backstab. Someone that wants a relationship and is willing to try to make one work. Someone that will talk about problems and not just go find someone else to be with and run from the issues. Someone that will be there when everything’s down and will stay and not run away. Someone that is understanding that sometimes there are things in a persons past that they aren't willing to talk about to ANYONE and won't take it personally. Someone that won't be jelious of friends male or female. And someone that understands that some people have a hard, bad past and won't just judge with out getting to know the person. AND WILL NOT RUNAWAY WHEN TIMES GET HARD!!!! She would also be into Custom Automotive, building and working on show cars, and going to car shows. She would be happy at home watching a movie, partying hard at a club, or talking while we ( yes I said we) are cooking dinner, and interested in a mulude of things. She would love to laugh, but also have a caring side. She would like being active and staying in shape. I know I'm an ugly little bastard, but I do try to stay in shape and like to be active. She wants to be a part of her mans life in every way just like he wants to be in hers. She wants to work with him on a business if that’s what he wants to do just like he would her, or anything else that they want to do. She would hate to fight, but if they do, would never go to bed angry. She would not be afraid of her body, or to show it, Loves to be around the house with or without clothing on, and at the same time know how to be a lady in certain situations. She would have a libido that would rival even my own. Naked twister sounds like a good time. Loves to just randomly jump her man and have sex for no reason and with out warning, other than because she wanted to. Loves sex almost to a fault. Nympho comes to mind. But she is loyal to her other half. I believe if your not sexually compatible then your relationship is doomed to fail. She needs to believe the same way. She would take pride in herself, but not conceded, self centered or arrogant. Strong and sometimes stubborn, but willing to fight for her man just like he is willing to fight for her. No matter what. She would be between 21 and 35 years old, 5' to 5'10" in shape, clean, DDF, not a bbw ( no offence, just not my taste) beautiful but not vain about it, may not even know that she is. She would not have any kids. (Sorry but I'm not looking to get involved in some drama with some other guy, or be some dead beat dad replacement, nor am I interested in rising a child that’s not mine. Not trying to be an hole, but I've been in that situation before and it did not end well.) Most importantly, she would be able to put up with me, (very hard to do), maybe even fall for me. That seams to be the most difficult part of all. I'm a guy For the most part we are full of Shiit, hard headed, insecure and what makes it worse is that we put up a huge front to hide it. All men know that its true, even the Man's Man with all the confidence feels the same way. Listen to "Believe it or not" by Nickelback. Its correct in every way. Chad Kroeger and I are just willing to admit it. I fully believe that this person that I have described doesn’t exist, and if she does, then she’s happily married to a man that knows how to appreciate her and what kind of life he's got and to those men, I salute you. If for some odd, unimaginable reason that there is a woman like this that does exist, is real, not in a relationship, and is looking, please feel free to get a hold of me and prove me wrong. I know that this was long and I think you for indulging me.