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Wed 06/18/08 05:35 PM



Strawberries come on people best fruit ever :heart:
strawberries come on people



shhh
Don't try to shh the strawberry! they might come and get you with the berry mofia! O_O

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Wed 06/18/08 05:29 PM



I don't know who doesn't have issues, honestly I see society turning in to one giant orgy, I hope I'm still aroundt . It is hard to find commited people that are attracted to me. So I take what I can get, I know I am not worthy of what I want, so I take whats given and when I have the good few instances I live in them while I can cause when it ends, it's all one big depressing mess again.

There is someone out there for you sugar who will want you for who you are and will be just trying to be worth your time



While i stumble through the darkness I remember the illusion of what felt like love. I am happier not having the illusion again because when it goes away, the pain seems worse. I would rather be alone and take the few pieces I get right now that ever be fooled into thinking that I can be loved. Live in the few good moments and don't cling on to them or I am your future. YOu don't want to be a whiney over wait jack ass that has done nothing and is nothing like they wanted to be.
Sugar all I want to do right now is give you a hug. Just know this, a bird can't fly until it falls.

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Wed 06/18/08 05:22 PM

yeah, wake up every morning and look in the mirror and realize how beautiful you are (cause you are) and then you will realize that you dont have to be nervous cause not only will a man want you for your kindness, but they will cling to you cause you are a wonderful woman (i can just tell). Good Luck:wink:
Thank you Trace78 I hope your right.

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Wed 06/18/08 05:21 PM

I don't know who doesn't have issues, honestly I see society turning in to one giant orgy, I hope I'm still aroundt . It is hard to find commited people that are attracted to me. So I take what I can get, I know I am not worthy of what I want, so I take whats given and when I have the good few instances I live in them while I can cause when it ends, it's all one big depressing mess again.

There is someone out there for you sugar who will want you for who you are and will be just trying to be worth your time

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Wed 06/18/08 05:19 PM


Flash your bewbs to him.......not sure if it will help, but he will sure smile!


flashing my boobs always works devil devil
lol, yea i can see it now "Hey sug' do you mind me being clingy?" flash boobs. guy drools "no no not at all I love your boobs, I-I mean your clinging" lol it would be love lol!laugh

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Wed 06/18/08 05:17 PM
Blueberries are okay but strawberries completely blow them out of the water lol!laugh

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Wed 06/18/08 05:15 PM

It was by accident, sorry

lol its okay sug' I was just playing

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Wed 06/18/08 05:15 PM





Well you can always do what I always did, drink until you lose your fears and inhibitions. THough that hasn't worked out too well for me. Second thought don't try that.
lol! Drinking is no fun when its alone sugar. Plus I do believe alcohol makes me even more clingy and very jumpy.laugh


True, but I have a lot of good stories and cool scars from drinking in general but oddly a lot of rejection stories too.
But yeah drinking alone leaves me hitting on the Telemundo chicks/

lol wow. I don't need alcohol to have those rejection stories but at the same time I kinda wish I did have the alcohol it might justify the rejection better...ohwell


Yeah the rejection always seems unfair. Girls with me are always like, "Stop staring at me" or "what are you doing on my lawn" . (sigh) women. But I have had some success while drunk, usually when I get approached and they are so hard up for it that there is no way I can screw it up. So maybe that's the key for people like me, desperation, find those who are more desperate than me.
But if people like us wait for the people who are more desperate then we wont truly be happy right? We deserve people who want us and who deserve us, we are no less worthy then the next person. We just have issues but hell who doesn't these days?

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Wed 06/18/08 05:13 PM





Well you can always do what I always did, drink until you lose your fears and inhibitions. THough that hasn't worked out too well for me. Second thought don't try that.
lol! Drinking is no fun when its alone sugar. Plus I do believe alcohol makes me even more clingy and very jumpy.laugh


True, but I have a lot of good stories and cool scars from drinking in general but oddly a lot of rejection stories too.
But yeah drinking alone leaves me hitting on the Telemundo chicks/

lol wow. I don't need alcohol to have those rejection stories but at the same time I kinda wish I did have the alcohol it might justify the rejection better...ohwell

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Wed 06/18/08 05:07 PM

Your 18 yrs old and you have a life time a head of you.
I wish that I felt 18 years old, i feel like I'm 30 already. lol not to mention I don't want to live forever, that would suck.laugh

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Wed 06/18/08 05:04 PM
lol

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Wed 06/18/08 05:00 PM


I've only ever been on one real date and that was just recently. ohwell
Sad I know, what I am concerned about is that I always seem to cling to the guys that I meet and show any form of interest of kindness to me. This makes it extremely difficult to have any sort of relationship with the opposite sex and so therefore I am single. I don't have any problems with obbsession or anything more along the facts that I get nervous so I over act in a way. I am so shy and insecure at times that I start to think that I'm not doind enough and then the vicious cycle of over clinging kicks in....frown
The question is.... Is there any possible way to overcome this terrible habit of mine?
just be yourself, who cares what others think of you. your beautiful and will be very happy one day.TRUST flowerforyou flowerforyou flowerforyou MEflowerforyou flowerforyou
Why thak you sugar! flowerforyou

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Wed 06/18/08 05:00 PM



Well you can always do what I always did, drink until you lose your fears and inhibitions. THough that hasn't worked out too well for me. Second thought don't try that.
lol! Drinking is no fun when its alone sugar. Plus I do believe alcohol makes me even more clingy and very jumpy.laugh


True, but I have a lot of good stories and cool scars from drinking in general but oddly a lot of rejection stories too.
But yeah drinking alone leaves me hitting on the Telemundo chicks/

lol wow. I don't need alcohol to have those rejection stories but at the same time I kinda wish I did have the alcohol it might justify the rejection better...ohwell

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Wed 06/18/08 04:53 PM

Well you can always do what I always did, drink until you lose your fears and inhibitions. THough that hasn't worked out too well for me. Second thought don't try that.
lol! Drinking is no fun when its alone sugar. Plus I do believe alcohol makes me even more clingy and very jumpy.laugh

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Wed 06/18/08 04:52 PM


I've only ever been on one real date and that was just recently. ohwell
Sad I know, what I am concerned about is that I always seem to cling to the guys that I meet and show any form of interest of kindness to me. This makes it extremely difficult to have any sort of relationship with the opposite sex and so therefore I am single. I don't have any problems with obbsession or anything more along the facts that I get nervous so I over act in a way. I am so shy and insecure at times that I start to think that I'm not doind enough and then the vicious cycle of over clinging kicks in....frown
The question is.... Is there any possible way to overcome this terrible habit of mine?
take it easy girllaugh
lol yea I guess I should huh?:tongue:

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Wed 06/18/08 04:51 PM

Sweetie you are much too young to give up. Guys your age are still very immature, sorry to say. Just try to make some friends and see where that takes you. Random dates arent going to get you what you are looking for.
That's why I refuse to date guys my own age... But even the older ones can be total jackasses as well. Just remember you are in control of who you choose to talk too. If someone is an ass then they aren't worth your time. Just shake it off and keep on looking. There are 6 billion people on the planet, they can't all be moronic jackoffs right?

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Wed 06/18/08 04:47 PM
You could just try coming right out and telling him how you feel and see if he feels the same way and talk it out.

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Wed 06/18/08 04:45 PM

See a shrink while you're young, I am 26 and have never been on a real date. I wish I would have worked on this before I got married and now divorced. I kind of have the same problem as you though except I either cling kind of hard or push away really hard

I've been seeing shrinks since I was 8 years old, they only seem to make my problems worse than better. When I am on my own I can handle myself just fine, but when I see one of those certified nuts I suddenly feel as if I can't do anything without them saying its okay for me to do so. I really don't think they can help me with this problem. Thanks for the suggestion though.flowerforyou

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Wed 06/18/08 04:39 PM

date a truck driver......he's gone alot and if you call it will only keep him awake on the road...
Lol I should try that, always work with your flaws right? laugh

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Wed 06/18/08 04:38 PM
If you really love that person then you would stick it out regardless of financials. My parents are like this. My mom's credit sux ass and my dad's was the best, but when they got married my dad got screwed. They are still together after 10 years even though they have rough patches they still love each other because money doesn't make love. :tongue: