Busy single mom, size 12, high standards and a VERY take it or leave it personality!

The turnover in this place is too much for me to keep one crush. Every time I try to find them, they are gone. Jim is a pretty steady one though, I'd gobble him up. Oh and the new guy who ready my entire post and actually responded with thought...such a turn on.

I guess Im still very new to the "community" Having all of these friends in my life, most are very fem/tomboy couples. I wouldnt go so far as to call any of them butch. I see these females that I love, dressed like males, taking the role of a male...to an extent. Its amazing to see them soften and even cry.

I already know Id be sharing. But thats part of the appeal with her, shes very open very honest about it. it really reminds me of like the news worthy mormon families. We all know eachother, we all know whats going on. She treats us all the same, never disrespectful, we just have different time slots. And they dont all get sex, really there are only a few that get all the benefits.

I kind of needed that....

If I gave a flying flip about the attention, it might be #2. Honestly its last on the list. I think she has just raised a question that has been there all along and hasnt been addressed.

I work full time, taking 3 classes, raising a teenager and a 6 yr old alone, and Im on a skate team that consumes a minumum of 20 hrs a week, if not more. I dont have time for anything, the attention is nice but not necessary.

Im totally comfortable with it, thats part of the problem. If I were questioning it It wouldnt be so difficult. My heart is a funny thing to follow sometimes.

Its not like Im having this big "am I gay" issue. Im completely content with slabbing the Bi label on myself. But on the same level, your at a party and a guy your friends with is flirting, you all go out to a club in a group and hes flirting. You flirt you play, you like him but you keep the distance because your friends.

Then he approaches you one on one, very persistantly. It changes the dynamic. Yes there is the player factor, and Im almost over dramatizing that. Shes pretty selctive about her choices. And if she was really that much of a player she wouldnt have wasted months taking me out and spending time with me.

Its not even so much about HER, its about coming to terms with the idea that maybe Im not just "party bi" I may actually be interested in females. OMG. ..HI strangers wanna play truth or dare. lol.

Amazing Grace gets me too. A very good friend of mine shot himself when we were 15. Kid was an honor roll student, played every sport in Jr high and high school. Over 300 people showed up for his funeral, and the entire group sang Amazing Grace at his funeral.

God Bless the USA
Dont take the girl - "Johnny hit his knees" gets me every time.
The Christmas Shoes

I posted this in the Sex & Dating forum, but Im thinking it will bee seen more here....

Okay I know Im going to ruffle some feathers and raise some eyebrows with this one, but this forum is the only neutral ground I have in my life.

90% of my friends are lesbians. I think I know 2 completely straight females. I have been single for 5 years and without any personal contact of any kind for 6+ months.

One of my friends (female) is showing MAJOR interest in me. This isnt completely new to me, but every time I have "entertained" a female it has been as a "favor." Im actually really interested in this one, except that shes a complete player.

I guess I have a lot of different Hmmmm's about this.

1. Am I really on the verge of giving up on men?
2. Am I really just thrilled that someone is showing me more attention than anyone has in 5 years?
3. I can totally see this working for me and having to come out to my parents. My friends already know.

I know Im opening up for pig requests, religious standpoints, and hopefully some genuine input of any kind.

And this is why I like making out with Lily!

That doesnt sound like the sweet respectable Jim I know and love....white or pink Tshirt?

Girlfriend moves away (1000 miles and a long distance relationship), the one left behind makes a connection with someone else, plans a trip to go see said new connection and the girlfriend shows up to "surprise" the one left behind and accompany her on the trip. Of course not knowing her gf was going to see someone new.


Not me, my 2 best friends. Seriously.

If you find them let me know. Ill be surfing the net for them...

Im going to teach my kid not to hit by spanking him. Lets teach other countries not to kill people by sending in our troops to kill them. Sometimes I just want to throw a 2nd grader into the white house to explain things.

I saw a great bumper sticker today. It said "Trillion Dollar War. Who needs healthcare."

Some days I want to hop the first flight to another country. We claim to be such a great, free country. Yes on many levels we are...but man the organization and priorities are effed up.

Im pretty sure my favorite part of my Fruit and Berry trail mix is the apricots. Just thought you all would like a little insight to Katia. lol.

Because it says "I dont care what you think of me, Im still awesome!"

Oh yea and a pair of old style Carrera quads with some Interceptors rollin around on some bonez redz =)