The light is coming right through
these walls are holding me
The bars which lock me in now,are
which through I can see

I don't know why they're coming,
they could be coming for me
I don't know what I've done,I don't know
how to be

A sudden flash is blinding me
I look into the light
I can see the door opening,they can see
my fright


"Walking behind us,they cannot see or hear us cry
Talking to Jesus,I am not afraid to die/
What did I tell you,I am the one
My secrets will sell you,just look at what I've done


In here I was the master,my servants they did try
to keep me from this night..the night I'm gonna die
They are leading me away,walking down the hall
following the priest,the demons voices call

Confusion in my world,didn't mean to be a liar
Confusion for the children,I just wanna get higher
Confusing to the people,but what have they done
Confusing to myself now,cause I am the one

In the dark,underneath the stairs
A world of excitement,a world of beware
The master is watching,the slave has begun
she's under my spell,cause I am the one

She talks to me quiet,can't see her face
a time will come,a time will be replaced
The time is getting older but the light is new
The dark is forever,who the fuck are you

World of confusion,world of the night
pleasures fall upon us but not in the light
I am here forever,I am here to stay
I am there in the night,lost in the day.

In my cold room,I wait
watching the clock..tick tock
antisipating your arrival
needing love for survival
tormented by this hunger
tongues water over the edge
open mouth and hungry eyes
licking lips,begging to be fed
Insatiable desires..I want it all
counting back time as it crawls
kneeling,waiting..chained to my bed
you must let me give you.......?
only time will break these chains
under a moonlit sky,I wait
run to me,throw yourself to me now
paradise is more than skies and gates
Undress before me
skin so close to my mouth I can taste it
scents pour all over me
you're the pleasures for which I live


(its about Carrot Cake,trust me)

Thank you judges and fellow poets/and thank you jimi for bringing this
whole thing to life

Last night I kissed you in my dreams
I held you close to me,and for once
felt everything we have.No worries,
no insecurities,no falling to our knees
and praying this love will last
I could look dead into your eyes,for once
feel paradise,and believe that heaven is
here on earth...
i woke again to the sounds of silence,just
my heart beating fast,wondering if my chance
had passed/checked my cell phone to see if you
called,no messeges at all/I feel as if I lost
all that i had
I need to find you,to tell you how I feel/to
let these words sink down in your soul/and show
my love is real/I know you feel like you're waiting for
a miracle to come through/but babe please open
you're eyes..i'm waiting for you too/
This is not a foolish love,because i give you
everything I have/all my free time is dedicated to you
even when our hearts and souls will crash/Theres a light
in the distance that is love surrounding us/take a walk in
the rain with me/my angelic love/and here I am just talking on
and on trying to get through/to sum it up in 3 simple words
I miss you

Ontario,It's cool that you helped this guy out..Alot of people treat
those people as if they're some kind of monster when they have the same
thoughts and feelings and fears as the rest of us/When I see someone
that is homeless,I will give them anywhere from 5 to 20 dollars,but I
will also give them the number to DSS as well as a charitable church
organization

JT

And now is the time of the year when God expects us to be helpful(for
all you Agnostic,atheistic darkened souls...keep your pants on and just
chill)

A is for Attention thats what i'm giving you
B is for a bushlick,thats what I'll drop and do
C is for clitoris,and yes I know my way
D is for Desires,I will bring you everyday

E is for ecstasy,we'll keep the love alive
F is for Fuc*ing/everyday and everynight
G is for genitalia/as scientists would explore
H is for horniness/for I am just a whore

I is for intensify/I'll bring you to the max
J is for jolting/how your body can't relax
K is for kissing/from your neck down to your thighs
L is for looking at you with my bedroom eyes

M is for multiples/you know you cant have just one
N is for never stopping/because babe I've just begun
O is for orgasm,and yes i'll get you there
P is for P*s*y,to no one else does yours compare

Q is for queen,I will treat you like royalty
R is for rubbers,is that something we really need
S is for satisfaction,sex and sexuality
T is for teasing,something every BODY needs

U is for unity,how our bodies unite
V is for vibrations,up and down our spines
W is for wetness,are you finally feeling alright
x is for nothing,so i'll continue on with Y

Y is for You,and thats all I think about
Z is for zoning,cause i'm taking the southern route

Theres beauty in the chaos,
like shadows against the light
Truth,even in moments of silence
without nothing ever being said
God pours light,love and a gentle rain
A fortune in recovery awaits
to walk without weariness-fly without effort
speak your heart,mind,body and soul
Run and never faint

Stand before a mirror my beautiful one
You define beauty,magic and love
How can I reveal what words cant describe
this is the kind of love that comes from inside

you could see through my eyes,
by believing these words I say
but in sadness you would be blind to the visions
and insecurities will turn you away

So let me be your strength and guidance
you'll never stray from my hand
I will always walk beside you,
in your defence,I'll always stand

The rise of fallen heroes,
like the warmth of the winters sun
Angels gather,slowly moving in silence
Hell,earth and sky become as one

Building bodies from ashes,
to where time and memory collide
Voices of victory sweeps the land
In triumph,our brothers rise

Riding up on the horses from hell,
the pounding of hooves did shake the earth
Blood and steel,broadsword armour and shield
ships of the lost souls meet land and dirt

A day thunder broke the sky
A reign of bodies will cover the fields
Like burning embers falling through the night
this day all our wonders revealed

Scorched by dragons fire,demons scatter in rage
On the bridge of life and death,
this is the day we break the chains

The ground breaks and the graves are open
spirits fall from the skies like rain
The third dimension meets hell,life and fantasy
The armies of the world strikes in battles rage

Collectively we'll live as immortals
or we shall all die as one
The hands of doom are reaching out
breaking land and water,conquering fire and sun



(FISTS OF IRON)

Your arms are my surrender
all I have is what you see
though I stand with empty hands
theres so much more to me
Every breath I take for you
though at times you turn away
I'll be the strength you never knew
and you'll never see me break

I honestly love you
one touch is all you'll ever need
my eyes will testify,
that God has sent your love to me
I have prayed myself down to tears
I've waited here on bended knee
I honestly love you my immortal dream


I dream into your eyes/and I am lost for words
I watch the angels come align/but the view is more
than I am worth/
I want to bring your fantasies/if only my hands
could make this real/I want to shower you with
the tears of heaven/I hope you someday know just
how I feel

AYN RAND- "ATLAS SHRUGGED"

Lost in a fantasy that took a lifetime to build
A world of ecstasy and where time is standing still
Love on the edge of forever/this moment will live on
cause everytime I look at you/all my sadness is gone

I want to carry your weight on my shoulders/
I want to face your demons for you/I want to
hold you when your cold and bitter/is that too much
to ask of you/I want to feel the fire burning/as
strong as ever before/I want to hear you say you love me
once more

Because its by your love i'm lead to places,I never dreamed
I would be/You were there to lift me up from this life just in time for
love to awake me/Softly you whisper to me all the words that makes me
weak/I could never surrender as much as I
have/but in your hands my life will be

hloy Siht tahts fkcnuig aeswmoe

If time comes full circle
let my last words be known
our love is eternal
very true beyond my soul
everyone knows I love you
you're the missing part of me
out of darkness you came walking
under dreamlights and fantasy
Wanting so bad to kiss you
and to hold your body to mine
now I know how much I need you
drowning in desperation this time
and in your eyes I see my life
just as I want it to be
every morning I want to wake with you
and cherish our love so faithfully
nothing can change how I'm feeling
breaking my heart couldnt change my mind
our love is made of divine forgiveness
rain always comes from time to time
each and every vow I make now spoken
let these chains of love never be broken

I'm calling all angels to guide me
I surrender my soul to their hands
Surrounded by visions I couldnt believe
but time alone is in need for every man

We fall in the hopes it's forever/
cause from lonliness the view ain't the same
I'm learning to love in a way that I've never
I'm looking for sun on a day that it looks like rain


Sex,trust and communication/love expressed emotionally
forgiveness and repentance/are you physically capable
of showing your attraction to me/
Cause I want more than words/I want you to show me
just what the hands of love can do/Your words mean
something,but so much more if you hold me/and this is
all I ask of you

It's just a collection of shit i've heard in past relationships/and I'm
sure others have heard them too/Love would be so much easier if
confusion didnt have to drop in from time to time/but..........I
strongly state that I LOVE YOU WANDA (SWEETCOUNTRYGIRL)...and though I
promised you every love song I write/this definately is not a love
song/You are still my angel,and you always will be....please refer to
cats trying to lick me

Love kills as I have said before/knocks your dick in the dirt/you'll
still be its whore/crawling through disease/bleeding out your
needs/screaming out for vengeance/to what can't be avenged anymore/blood
red lips and sexy eyes/you need more than looks to be seen through
mine/Cast away the gut wrenching cries/nothing is as justified as a good
alibi/oh what the fuck it's always just a lie/I thought i loved you/but
now i don't/I could have loved you/but now I won't/It's not you,it's
me/I want to set you free/it's my turn to cry,wondering why i'm alone.

We are living in a dreamworld thats rolled into fantasy
I can't seem to remember the way things used to be/but i remember when
the fire was cut into my life/living in a world,one solution by the
knife


(spoken)...now the damage is done/I've lost all that i've won/the realms
of silence/my path of regret/they will not forgive and I will not forget


Living in a world,full of peoples greed/Theres blood on the snow
there/we are the prey of the wolves and beasts



(spoken) I'm not one of your kind/I'm a little hard to find/you'll see
me if you're blind/i'm losing my fucking mind

Thank you so much Stephanie/I really take these comments to heart/they
mean the world to me