yep and you should be talkin to me

dont get self confidence and being cocky confused tho. being cocky will mess up your chances

you might have to reinstall and then unistall it b/c half of the program is gone and your computer is confused

there probly still hungover that mami finally won a game last night. that one win felt better than winning the super bowl

ohh and on your profile take out all that fallin hair and that crap your tryin to attract women not scare them away. they dont need to no anything negitive about you...right away

umm call beauty and the geek show im sure they will help out it will get u to talk to some women and get some confedence. but for right now take some time out and go to the gym and work out. buy some nice clothes, change your aspect on life. and when you do go out on a date, and it fails look at what you did and dont do it again. and get some friends, you might wanna stay away from the computers and join a club that has females in it.

just my thoughts

but i dont think he wants to be in that safe friends category. so yeah that would piss me off to. especially if they thought i was gay

lucky guy

hahah the story.. maybe

haha sorry its a lil long

f you were here now, this is how I would make love to you...

I would bring you into my room, the small and ugly room I us in here,
bring you inside and lock the door. I would take your clothes from
your body; not slowly, not even romantically, but with the urgency of
need. With the curtains closed, I would blindfold you and tie your
hands and feet to the bed struts. This bed is so narrow there is no
room for two to move, and it is scarcely long enough for your height,
but I place cushions under your heels to make you comfortable and put
a second pillow under your thighs.

I do not even remove my own clothes, yet. I am afraid that without my
clothes I would lose all control and make love to you immediately. But
time has been too long for that, time far too long without you. I want
to savour your body as long as possible, before you experience mine.

Instead, I straddle your chest with my half-clothed legs, my body
facing away from you as I admire all of you. Your skin is so soft, and
the flesh so firm underneath, I could touch you this way for hours.
Sometimes I forget what that can do, what it is like to have someone
caress you there slowly, so slowly.

I run my forefinger around the top of your clit. I like this part of
you, the colour and feel of the skin. I stroke with one finger the
underside of your *****, following the ridge of loose skin at the top,
down, *****. They are tmoist already. I cup your ass in one hand and
stroke them with my thumb, then let go and run my palm across them,
following lightly with my fingers. I stroke your inner thighs with my
other hand. A tiny drop of moisture emerges at the slit of ur ****. I
touch it with my forefinger and spread your fluid over your glans.
Then I bend to kiss you where I have spread it. You can feel what I am
doing before I have done it, and push up with your thighs. You are
aching in the same way that I am aching. I can feel the heat in your
flesh, and the tension in mine. My **** is hard. I want to be inside
you.

I take my hands from your groin and place them on my thighs. From here
I can bend down a little and blow a stream of air onto your skin, the
way I know it arouses you. Your hips jumps. I bend further, far enough
that my chest touch either side of your thigh, and draw my fingers
lightly over your legs, from your calves up to your inner thighs,
almost to your *****, then stop short and begin again, stretching
myself to full length over your lower body so your organs touch my
chest, then drawing away with my body as my hands againcome close to
touching your ****.

I can feel how hot your ***** is. It seems hoter each time i brush
past it. You must be impatient with me, you must want me inside to
already, but you have not made a noise. I am glad the ropes are tight.
I wantto savour all of you before I take you - your smell, your taste,
the feel of your skin, the look of you.

I bring my hands to your breast and draw my fingertips slowly over
them.You squirm beneath me - it tickles you. I move my hands further
up and cup them around your tits, squeezing gently at its base. Still
holding the skin I move my hands upward, very slowly, and them down
again. And again; but this time even slower. And again. I lick it off
carefully. It tastes of salt.

Moving my lips down to kiss you, I have slipped back, and now my ****
is close to your face. You lift your head and nuzzle me. I am still
clothed, but through the cotton of my underclothes you can taste my
fluid seeping, and you stretch out your tongue to take in more. I
tremble, but it is not time for this.

So I tease. While your tongue and lips still press against me, I undo
the fastenings of my skirt. I hear you breathe more quickly,
anticipating me naked, my skin against your mouth, my juices on your
skin. I straighten and stand up, out of your reach, and draw the skirt
over my head. I take off my underpants, dropping them so they land on
your chest. Then I kneel between your legs. Here you cannot reach me,
but I can touch you. You say something - you are disappointed, and
tenseagainst the ropes, but I do not answer you.

Your legs are tied apart and now I nestle my face between them, taking
in your smell and the warmth of your skin. I reach out my tongue and
touch it to your inner thigh, tasting the skin of you. I hold there a
minute then move higher, new skin. Very slowly moving up your leg in
this way, I reach the crack between your groin, and here I pause.
Carefully, slowly I repeat the same process on your opposite thigh.
This time I go on to lick your *****, running my tongue over them from
top to bottom, until you push so hard on the ropes I am afraid you
will hurt yourself.

And at this, I lift up and lay my body on yours, so that my
erectionpushes into ur soft belly. I kiss you on the mouth. Your
tongue pushes into my mouth, hard, running over my teeth and tongue
and gums, drawing saliva from me, for a minute or more. You will not
let my tongue into your mouth, you pushme away every time I try to
enter. And my **** pushes against your belly, so hard, you grind into
me, as far as the ropes will let you move.

It is the first time we have kissed.

After a minute has passed, you pull your head away as if to signal
anend. I don't want this. I want to cradle your head in my arms,
gently lickand nibble at your ears, leave great love bites on your
neck and shoulders, andhard teeth marks on your chest. But I let you
have your way.

I lift myself from your torso and kneel again between your legs,
takingmy underclothing from where it has lain on your chest, and wrap
it over you moist *****. The moisture touches your soft skin. I rub
the fabric over your *****.Each time a drop of fluid appears at the
tip, I wipe it away. I rub faster andfaster, bringing you closer to
orgasm. You are trying to hold back. I stop. Ikiss you gently on your
clit, and lick around the rim of your *****. You push up, wanting to
be in my mouth. Briefly I allow it, letting your ***** slide touch
mouth, letting you feel the warmth of my mouth and its wetness. Then I
pullaway and again put the cloth around your *****. Slowly I rub the
garment over your organ, then faster, faster, faster. Your face
contorts, you are holding back, waiting for me to stop.

But this time I don't stop. And when you cum, you mover you hips all
around, your wetness covering my hands, I take it and spread it over
your body and mine. I touch it to my lips, and then I kiss you. You
pull away. I think youare angry. You wanted to me inside you, this
first time.

I lie on your chest and feel the wetness of my penis, and how swollen
itis with passion. Your ***** is soaking now,andi gently stroke it.
Then I kneel beside the bed and take your clit in my mouth, feeling
all the folds of skin with my tongue,one by one. I suck on it, gently
then hard by turns, I push it around my mouthwith my tongue. Gently I
take it between my teeth and suck the soft skin. Ifeel the blood rise
and the tissue swell. l, and I begin to lick and nibble along the
sides of your crotch, then suck you inside my mouth briefly, moving my
lips up and down over you. All the while my hands are playing over
your tits, and rubbing over the base of your ass, or stroking your
thighs.

I take your clit into my mouth, and now I move up and down over your
hood, flicking with my tongue as I move, gently sucking at your flesh,
stillmoving my hands over you, lightly stroking your ass, pulling at
you as my mouth moves. I feel how your hips jumps - and then I slow
down, release you, only lightly touchingwith one finger, or two, hold
you in suspense before beginning again, beforeonce again taking you in
my mouth, sucking, licking, stroking, teasing. Thisgoes on for a long
time. My **** is so hardt. At times I touch myself with one hand while
I am licking you..

Now I untie the blindfold. I kneel infront your *****, just far enough
that our organs do not touch, and begin to masturbate. Slowly,
slowly.At first, t. My **** is swollen with blood, full and aching to
be touched., I am shaking at the pleasure. You are watching me. I lean
back so you can seemore easily. Now I open your lips with both hands,
showing me your vulva, wet and swollen and red. I touch one finger to
it and taste the liquid - it is sweet and salty at once. There is so
much of it now that drops of it fall on your bed. . I am pleasuring
myself. I put one, two, three fingers into your **** and move them in
and out, reaching up to touch the most sensitive parts. I see you
jump, as your see my face contorting and our body trembling with the
pleasure. You want to touch me too,you want to be inside me you.

I **** you with my fingers until I am almost ready to come, then
withdraw, and begin caressing your clitoris. Drawing liquid up from
you **** over this soft, sensitive skin, and moving my index finger in
circles around your clit,I tease the skin and nerves, creating
pleasure for youf, but not too soon, nottoo fast. I feel it like a
welcome guest, seen from a distance, moving closerand closer until
fully recognised, all sensation moving toward the centre andbecoming
more intense... more... more... until it breaks over you.

When your orgasm is over, when the wave has receded, I lift my penis
and gently touch the tip to our ****. your moisture runs over me. I
take thehead, and move it over our lips, our clit, our **** opening.
It feels good -your skin is soft and smooth, it stimulates me. I lean
over you and keep onmoving my **** against our ****, faster, until I
can feel the sensation, thedistant sensation, of another orgasm. I
push the head of my penis into our****. You are breathing fast now,
and with this movement you quickly draw inyour breath, and roll your
hips. i try to enter me more deeply, but I holdback. Only the tip of
my penis is inside you, but you hold it with your muscles, and squeeze
on it. Slowly, very slowly, I lower myself onto you, you feeling
thehardness of my erection pressing inside you. Several times I stop,
holdingyou there only half-penetrating me. Then I l enter you
completely.

You draw in breath, deeply. I push down as hard as I can, feeling
thelength of me within you, feeling the warmth of your skin.
Tightening all your muscles, I draw up away from you, until i am no
longer inside you . Then I lower myself again, as slowly - and again,
and again. I lean forward till Iam lying over your chest, and push
with my hips. You kiss me deeply and withpassion, your eyes are closed
but I can feel how near you are. I slow down.Then hold still, sitting
upright, testing you only with your muscles, squeezing me with our
****, as slowly as I can stand. Your eyes are on me, they want me to
move, to make you come. I wait, minutes seemin g like hours. Then I
moveagain, slowly. And again stop. My **** is so wet. I touch you with
onefinger, and now the muscles contract of themselves. I look at you
and smile.You are ready to come again and so am I. I push faster, the
tip of me cockhits against you, deep inside. You are laughing, crying
at once. You lift yourhead and bury your teeth in my neck, holding me
still. You are coming, hard.When you let go, I lift from you and lie
beside you, holding you with one arm,my other hand touching myself.
You kiss me, again and again. our orgasm is slow, long, sweet...

We fall asleep, together, my hands covering us both.-- ÿ