Here's the hard truth sir. We don't choose God. He chose us before the foundations of the earth were laid. If you don't hear His voice and respond, then, you are not part of the chosen. So, if you don't believe...... then..... in my opinion.... don't waste the little speck of time you have on this earth worrying about it.

And as far as questioning God goes. The very thought of that is ridiculous. We don't have a clue about the way things really are... or how long this whole thing has been going on. He has His reasons.... but as far as the heavens are above the earth are His ways above our ways.

He says that He knew us before the earth. That's extremely deep man.

If you are looking for a man to convince you about faith.... u don't have much. You can't earn it.... it's a gift.