be glad you ARENT attracted to her. anything that moves that quickly and she wants you to be exclusive with her -bells should be going off that this isnt quite normal. i understand you are lonely but focus on how to meet more folks. hobbies-clubs of some sort. online stuff. anything that will expand your circle. do NOT
repeat do NOT rush into something two weeks in. which you didnt...and that is good.

no need to guilt yourself over being "shallow" you are where you are. get comfortable with who you are and dont worry about pleasing others at the expense of being who you are.

hysterical.