i have just came out of a relationship after 20 years and i can honestly say that i dont know whare my head is at the moment as my 5 year old son is 400 miles away and i cant get to see him as im that far away and im just so distraught i try and keep it togeather but it is not always easy.me and his mum parted on good talking terms so i suppose thats something and i know he is in good hands but it is just destroying me and my family have been so fantastic i dont know what i would have done without them but when you need someone to talk to and you are living on your own and there is no one around to listen too that is the painful part.
being free and single has its perks but when you have got someone next to you that loves,wants,and cares for you then nothing in the world will beat that.
the problem is i dont have that and i wished i did.