she was indeed thanks

Thank you for taking the time to look into it :). Your right the emails are fine, I meant the messaging feature in the website itself. Ill just make sure i keep it down to one click no matter how sluggish haha

not sure if its just me accidentally double clicking or sumthing but sometimes when i post sumthin on a topic or in an email, it posts up two copies, not sure if its my fault

Death, like everything else that happens in life is just another beginning :) aint no rest for us humans brother and i dont know if theirs a hell or a heaven but I do know one thing. I aint scared and im gonna make my life one hell of a ride

Id go to the beach, grab a beer, sit back and let the waves do their magic

So I met a girl a couple days ago at some party, started talkin bout sumthin random cant even remember what it was for the life of me. Half an hour later we were passionately making out upstairs. That was great and alls well. So I started to advance a little bit. and my lips moved lower but she pulled me back up to her lips. So I started workin my arms more and she pushed them away. Made out for like and hour the whole time her just pushing me away from doing anything more then she just up and left. I didnt think much of it hey maybe im just a bad kisser, god knows. Well an hour later she comes upto me and says "why didnt we do it?" I said "ummm didnt ya notice me trying to but ya kept pushing me back." She said "yeah i know i like it when a man takes control." O.o I was dumbstruck. i understand being more in control of a situation but i asked her, "so you think i should just rape a girl ive just met on the off chance that she likes it? what the hell kind of sense does that make?" Im still confuddled. No damn communication, made me feel like a right plonker. Guess its just the way the world works......

With a nic like "TheCaptain" ya gotta be a pimp haha

Keep your chin up :) youll be alright

Fairfax county, bout half an hour from dc

howdy every one :)

aint that the damn truth....sigh

aint that the damn truth....sigh

the names mo, a friend or two would be nice

its all about preference, were all human

To my heart....

I can say these things here cuz you wont ever read them. Im sorry i said the things i said to you. i was mad, i spent 3 grand on that trip for valentines day and you dumped me 2 weeks before it happened. I didnt get travelers insurance so no refund either oh wells.... I miss you and I know you dont want me but i want you to know ill always love you. No one has ever left an impression on my soul like you have. I hope that wherever you go and whatever you do life treat you very well. Thank you for showing me what love is. A wise man once told me, "if you truly love some one and you cant make them happy you let them go, for a wounded bird will never sing and what would you do without hearing that birds song?" the same man said "never ever give up on someone you love." So im letting go but i refuse to give up on you. No im not gonna be a staalker or some crazy *** **** like that. Im just gonna keep your memory alive in me always. Chin up kid and keep on smilin, cuz the sun rises in the east to see your smile first

with love
mo

thinking...... its tru, their aint no rest for the wicked

Can you give me directions....to your heart?

The 3 people i want to meet the most:

1.)My daughter, she never made it past the 2nd trimester, but she will always live on in my heart

2.) My bestfriend from when I was a kid, dont know where he is or how he is but id love to see him again

3.) The egyptian president so i could beat the ever loving **** out of him

The 3 people i want to meet the most:

1.)My daughter, she never made it past the 2nd trimester, but she will always live on in my heart

2.) My bestfriend from when I was a kid, dont know where he is or how he is but id love to see him again

3.) The egyptian president so i could beat the ever loving **** out of him

graci :)

I never went on the trip, she broke up with me and I just said **** it. Became a bit of a recluse for a couple days. I was hung up and wouldnt stop annoying her for the first two days, got drunk as god knows what one night and lost my lid on the phone. Havent spoken to her since. havent tried to either. No im not stalking her. Blocked every way of contacting her except one. If she needs anything she knows how to reach me. She was my best friend before she was my girlfriend. I miss that ya know. I know at a young age your more likely to forget and move on and im sure thats probably what will happen. Im not holding any hopes close to my heart but one day it would be nice to be friends again. Maybe itll happen maybe it wont. Just wondering if such a thing is a possibility from your guys point of view