Thanks, I really appreciate it.

I'm about to call the airline.

And, if push came to shove, I could easily kick his ass. But I'm not that kind of person, unless he really tries to like...abuse me on my way out or something..heh.

Update in a moment after I call the airport..

Well, I was supposed to leave on the 8th, and had already changed it to the 4th when I saw problems were arising. I really didn't think it'd turn to this or otherwise I would have tried for more.

Anybody know of an approximate rate for taxi's around LA?

I'm still at his place. Well, his parents place technically. No one is home, so that's probably how he can pull all this crap. (he's 20) anyway. He told me I had to be out today, he hasn't fully kicked me out yet.

I have about $200 or so on me, but I'm not sure how much that'll do me

Thanks everyone, I'm looking into finding numbers for all the local help.

And Lisa, I'm in uh..Rancho Palos Verdes? I googled it and you seem to be about 50 miles from where I am and I have no means of traveling that far unless I call a taxi or something, which would be expensive I presume... :( I appreciate you asking though

I'm trying to go home. If I was a miracle worker, I'd be there already. But like I said, my plane doesn't leave until Friday.

I wasn't really even expecting anything to come from my post anyways :-\

yeah despite that he's doing this to me, i couldn't ever be that mean

well ive known him is the thing, he's an old friend, not someone from online.

Thanks :( I hope i find help too

Long story short, the guy i came to visit snapped last night and is trying to kick me out but my plane for texas doesn't leave until Friday (from LAX airport) and I won't have anywhere to go. Yeah this is a long shot but i'm hoping someone from LA will see this and have a kind heart...or something :-\

I can clean, somewhat cook, i'm low maintance, I won't cause any problems...just for 2 days or even today and ill try finding more help for tomorrow..

Love them! I love Vampire Heart :)

So... It's 2:20am here and I'm studying for a chemistry final I have tomorrow. I've been studying 3 or 4 nights for this cursed thing. 5+ hours a night, and this is just for chemistry. I had a history final today and a math final tomorrow also.

Finals certainly take the fun edge away from college, ha.

Ah, why must I be in a scientific major? *shakes fist*
It wouldn't be so bad if this final didn't count for 40% of my final chem grade.
I want to keep the A I have >.<

:)

carry on, just thought I'd vent :)

ps: My brain is being fried in an aqueous solution where the resulting products are stupidity and a rapid decline of GPR..

hahaha, very nice =]

Aww, thanks everyone :) This is actually an older poem of mine, even though I can currently relate to it in some ways.

The Past, Pain, and Inner-Dying
By Devon Nicole Riggan



I’ve tried so hard to rid myself of the past

No matter what I do – it keeps coming back

The past hurts; the past bruises

But he doesn’t know how the past ruins


Ruined my life – and ruined my arms

So full of scars now; the past causes harm.

History repeats, over and over it wins,

I’ve lost now. The past wins again.


Can’t get away! Hoping and trying

To rid myself of the past, pain, and inner-dying

It eats away at my mind. It eats away at my heart

The past never gets full of forbidding me a new start.


I want to start over again. And again. And again.

The past is so strong, can’t it do anything but win?

Leave me alone. Corrupt someone else –

Please allow me to live a life and not be afraid of myself.

Thanks =]

Clearly, With My Eyes Closed
By Devon Riggan

If I so passionately kissed you
would your every thought subside?
If I closed my eyes tight
would you too be blind?
When your love encapsulates my heart
do you feel it too? So good it hurts?
I smile now, speak to your lungs
through those lips I do breathe...
My soul drenched, in pools of passion
which my veins carried each droplet to form
Your eyes become my portal
unveiling a world never traveled
through this window, an ocean I've yet to swim
Virgin pathways, white sands unearthed
A time I walk not alone, your hand I'll hold
Inside your eyes, my love unfolds...

"Eyes of Insecurity"
Devon Riggan

I loathe you, you mindless and insecure being
You ridicule and you insult
You hate and you mock
Things of an insecure soul
I want to pity you
For the fact that you aren’t secure
You don’t trust, and can’t confide
You’re a loner, and you’re blind
You’re full of hate
Bottled up emotions and memories
Keep you from seeing the truth
And trigger things to mess with your mind
You see what you want to see
And hear what you want to hear
Your senses are of no use anymore
For you don’t understand them
If you ever did
You want to be understood
Yet are afraid to confide
And you want to be liked
But afraid to be hurt
Now I feel sympathetic
And sorry to see such a perfectly good soul
Wasting away after time
So I must thank you for letting me see
Into the eyes of the insecurity

Free or not, every band should try to have their best performance every time. Without fans, a band is nothing. They should do everything for the fans, even if it means dealing with difficulties.

They were having tech difficulties and instead of being troopers and playing SOMETHING they just stormed off stage and never came back.

Hell, I saw flyleaf a year or two ago and they had tech difficulties too...they finally shut everything down and did it accoustic. it was AWESOME.

So yeah... A7X isn't on my good list at the moment lol. I love concerts and they just ruined their part of fallfest.

That...and I was at FallFest last year when A7X walked off stage and didn't finish their set. Wasn't impressed with that..