Hi, I seen your post and wanted to reply. My divorce was recently finalized and I felt the same way. You need to think of it as kinda like a death. Bad to say but true. You will go through all the emotions of a death and after you learn to move forward. It is a sad process and a emotional one, whether you want the divorce or not. it has been 3 months for me and I'm feeling better these days, but you are letting go of something that you had and life is changing and it will be over. Let yourself feel the way you need to and things will get better with time... You are not the only one that feels this way. Good luck and I hope this helped.