*HUGS*
Hope things get better!

I'm here!
Happy Newe Year everyone!

I'm alone for new year's too..
My sister is having a few friends and her boyfriend over here while my mom is out...so I need to play the mom for the night...

Take solace in the fact that you aren't alone!

*HUGS*
HAPPY NEW YEAR!

YAH PATS

"epiphany"
Cover by STAIND
Done by the Tufts Beelzebubs, a collegiate acappella group in Boston

Thanks Guys =)

And I like being myself...Trying to take off the mask I wear :-)

Hello Everyone,

My head is going in about fifty different directions, and I just need to vent.

I am that girl who is always "Just a friend" and nothing more. I get really close with someone, feel the chemistry, and then get too close to be "more than friends". I have never had any type of relationship, because this always happens. Guys in my life use this excuse to hide the fact that they are ashamed of being with me. They refuse to look a little deeper to find the real me. They refuse to see past my exterior. They refuse to acknowledge the fact that I've lost 45 pounds. No matter how much weight I lose, what I do to my hair, I get no validation at all. I'm not looking for anything special. I just want someone who accepts me as a work in progress.

So yes, my head is crazy. Thanks for letting me vent.

Landon
Jacoby

I've lost a good amount by keeping a steady workout routine. I have more to go, but it's working for me.

Pills make me nervous. I'm not saying not to do them, but I just don't feel comfortable to.

I'd love a forum on JCH!

I wrote this this morning. The melody follows the patterns of Boys2Men and Backstreet Boys. Let me know what you think!

Verse 1: But you said-I wasn't good enough to share. Then you hold me close, acting like you care, Confusion lies in you, trickling into me. But you said-You can't do this right now. We'll make this work someday, somehow. Look into my eyes. My love will catch you by surprise.

Refrain: Open your eyes to what you see. I'm being the best that I can be. Beauty lies deep within. Just look in. Take a chance and find the best in me.

Verse 2: But you said-My eyes sparkle and shine. Then you leave, say you need some time. Claim it's you. My heart knows it is me. But you said-The phone just never rang. You went out while I stayed home and sang about my love. Hoping my dream will come true one day.

Refrain: Open your eyes to what you see. I'm being the best that I can be. Beauty lies deep within. Just look in. Take a chance and find the best in me.

Hey everyone

I'm new here. College girl in Mass, looking for a few new friends to chat with. Love for someone to show me the ropes!