stoner.gamer.shy dude looking for a hot counterpart...

chris cornell

sarah mclachlan

madonna

the sundays

the national

enya

lush

tool

hope sandoval ...of mazzy star

the new battlestar galactica
caprica (the spin-off)
two & a half men
the big bang theory
firefly
v

not a cheater. loyal as a puppy dog.lonely & desperate. tmi?

i prefer tiolet humor & potty jokes perverse humor sometimes sarcasm...

i prefer blunt,open honesty...+ it helps if you..
1.) smoke a little weed
2.) like videogames
3.) like to engage in a philisophical conversation
4.) believe the eyes really are the windows of the soul.
5.) i dont know what 5# is yet but ill find something to put up on here....

im watching a documentary on the website www.thecrowhouse.com called "the collective evolution"...interesting if yer into that sorta thing.

karma & Reincarnation .....yes

the weed song - Bone Thugs n Harmony
the chemicals between us - Bush
be my angel - Mazzy Star
underneath it all - No Doubt
Black - Pearl Jam
weak & powerless - A Perfect Circle
fake empire - The National
the hollow - A Perfect Circle
soak up the sun - Sheryl Crow
ageless beauty - Stars
schism - Tool
all night thing - Temple of the Dog
night on fire - Vhs or beta
maps - Yeah Yeah Yeahs
sleep to dream - Fiona Apple
someday you will be loved - Death Cab for Cutie
i would for you - Janes Addiction
whats up - 4 Non Blondes
undead - Hollywood Undead
im with you - Avril Lavigne
sick of man - Cold
de-luxe - Lush
float on - Modest Mouse
i want you bad - The Offspring
cold - Crossfade
fade into you - Mazzy Star


those are some of my faves..

thank u all for the warm welcome ill take the advice to heart. but in the meantime till tommorrow.. i gotta crash.( been playing the new dead rising 2...killing zombies is so much fun.)

nah, i just know the name simply cause my pot dealer is horribly addicted to it.

the national - fake empire

the yeah yeah yeahs - maps

311 - be here awhile

i dont know about that i own a ps3 and i used to own a 360 but world of warcrack ? much as i may be a hard-core gamer,im afraid of that one.

i had to try something...im at the point of desperation in the extreme.

Well, where am i gonna begin ?since this is the first forum ive signed up on in the past 14 years.. i might as well get it of my chest...im a Very,Very lonely guy.
hard as it may be for some to believe iv not had a date(or even been laid for that matter...) in a little over 12 years 4 months.
extremely difficult to believe, i know...but.
true.
ive just been very very very shy.
+ like any guy ive got more than my fair share of emotional/financial hangups...mine just managed to prevent me from finding any true happiness for the past decade or so.
im scared of what a girl/woman will think of me when they find out im on disability, i dont own a car( havent needed one for 15 years...living in lincoln,ne i didnt see a need...a bike gets me where i need to go.)+ im not too sure how many chicks are cool with a pot smoker.
i havent had much luck with finding work( kinda frustrating..but i deal.)
naturally being a dork i turned to video-games (among other things..) to pass time and have something to do..
ultimately my friends saw how deeply unhappy i was so.. they pushed me into doing the online dating thing.
took a lot of courage just getting this far.
ya wanna hear the sad part? ( im well aware how unhealthy this sounds..)
i have almost totally forgotten what sex even felt like...( all i really have are vague memories of the past..)
so.. i decided instead of match.com, or zoosk or any of the other sites ( which annoyingly require some form of payment...im not a cheapskate btw im just careful with my money.) id go with mingle2.for the fact its free (as far as i know.)
but like i said b4 im ****ing tired of being alone..& since i cant seem to find work (been looking for 2 years now...) i might as well try to fulfill a emptiness in my heart ive been missing for a VERY LONG ****ING TIME !

luckily smoking cannabis really helps my depression of being alone for so long
that,& 1 of my buddies said that i shouldnt be unhappy for so long a time.
i finally realize i was just way to deep in denial.
everybody needs someone .................even the self-styled loners.

please help me...ill do ( almost ) anything. well, within reason.