I didn't get any money for my poem but I entered it at poetry.com...there is a contest that you can enter there...thanx all for the congrats! To tell you the truth I was just so excited that it was published the money didn't matter!!

Pain and Confusion
When time makes you feel stuck on one floor,
the world makes no sense anymore.
Support you once had no longer exists,
you walk around clenching your fists.
You can't sleep because your mind is racing,
there's too much anxiety you are facing.
The ones you want don't want you anymore,
love has closed the very last door.
The turmoil, ugliness, bitterness and strife,
just add on to this mixed up life.

I felt this way before joining justsayhi...now I have met some really nice women and have a better outlook on life! Thanx justsayhi! This will be published this winter!!!!

Pain and Confusion
When time makes you feel stuck on one floor,
the world makes no sense anymore.
Support you once had no longer exists,
you walk around clenching your fists.
You can't sleep because your mind is racing,
there's too much anxiety you are facing.
The ones you want don't want you anymore,
love has closed the very last door.
The turmoil, ugliness, bitterness and strife,
just add on to this mixed up life.

I wrote this poem and it is goint to be published...I felt this way before I signed on to justsayhi.com now I have met several people and am seeing my way out of this!