Hang in there. I believe that God will test us to see how true our heart is. My pastor has said that God waits to give us things sometimes to see if we will appreciate it and cherish it when he give it to us.

All I can suggest is pray. Go to the web sites that are for christians or the ones that you have to pay to join. I wish you were in Virginia. I too am looking for a Godly man. I have two children that I am rainsing alone. My deepest desire is to have a complete family. I want someone for me, but I also want someone to teach my son how to grow up to be a godly man. A mom can only do so much. I keep praying and I know God will give me my deepest desire.

Good luck.