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Wed 08/27/08 11:00 PM
we've both been wounded
got our battle scars to show
I think it's time that we face it
our love has grown cold
there's nothing we can do about it
it's just the way that it worked out
I believe we both tried to make it
but it all came crashing down

And it feels so alone
with no one to lean on
the apartment feels so cold
like sleeping in a stranger's home

We've both seen it comin'
we have for some time
but we don't want to admit it
don't want to be the one's left behind
sweeping problems under the carpet
hoping they'll go away
but they keep coming back to haunt us
day after day

And it feels so alone
with no one to lean on
the apartment feels so cold
like sleeping in a stranger's home

I don't want to be
where I'm not wanted
if this is the end, what am I hanging around here for
But what really means the most to me babe
is the friendship we've built
I don't want to lose it

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Wed 08/27/08 10:52 PM
Ripping up foundations of the man I call me
carefully reconstructing reflecting what I see
bury the bones of my past in a shallow grave
walk away and never look back again

Flying on the winds of change that will carry me home
past the flames of yesterday and the fear of the unknown
I cross the bridge of eternity under the veil of luna's light
the dark mage embracing the power in the night

on the shores of Avalon
I search for myself and who I'm meant to be
on the shores of Avalon
I find that the answer is buried inside of me
Inside of me

The ancient ones they're calling out to me
offering wisdom and sight to see
running through the fields of emerald green
I connect to a people that most have only dreamed

my spirit reaches out in the night to another place and time
I hear the voices of the ancient sons and daughters in rhyme
they sing to me a chorus of wisdom for me to hear
suddenly I realize what it means to truly have no fear

on the shores of Avalon
I search for myself and who I'm meant to be
on the shores of Avalon
I find that the answer is buried inside of me
inside of me

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Wed 08/27/08 10:43 PM

flowerforyou :cry:


flowerforyou It took 6+ times to record this song the first time I recorded it... I kept choking up sad2

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Wed 08/27/08 10:10 PM
These boots are made for walkin...

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Wed 08/27/08 10:05 PM
Edited by Myrrdin on Wed 08/27/08 11:02 PM
There was a time I held the world in my hands
Darlin' you were the apple of my eye
But I got lost on this road of life
Neither one of us saw the warning signs

I can see now just how selfish I was
Took a wake up call for me to realize
that I threw away your trust and your love
To live a life of selfish pride

It's Alright, it's alright
I know you had to say goodbye
god knows you had every right
It's alright, it's alright
though your miles away tonight
you'll always be a part of my life

you must have known, she needed someone
you must have seen it written in her eyes
I want to tell you just how lucky you are
to have someone like her in your life

don't get me wrong this is the hardest song
I've ever had to sing or write
cause I still care for her and her memory
still brings tears to my eyes

it must have been hard for you to hear this song
I want you both to know I meant no harm
just needed some kind of closure
I want to wish you both the best in love
on this new adventure that you've begun
may blessings shower you from heaven

It's alright, It's alright
I know you had to say goodbye
It's alright, it's alright
though your miles away from me tonight
you'll always be a part of my life

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Wed 08/27/08 09:54 PM
Edited by Myrrdin on Wed 08/27/08 09:55 PM
master at an s&m house pitchfork lol oops, that was meant for two people above me smokin the guy above me gets band mate to willy nelson smokin

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Wed 08/27/08 09:52 PM
afraid to show the upper half smokin

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Wed 08/27/08 09:50 PM
Thank you smokin it's actually a piano ballad I wrote flowerforyou

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Wed 08/27/08 09:46 PM
Lately I feel like I've got nothing to lose
So I hold my head high and walk these streets at night searching for you

Every woman I meet makes my heart skip a beat with hope
Could you give me a sign are you out there tonight all alone

Waiting on loves embrace
feeling like you've missed the train
every day it's the same old game
feeling like you've been thrown away

Loves hit and miss holds a deadly kiss on the heart
convicted of crimes that I cannot deny has left me broken and scarred

I watch the sun set on the life that I've led and wonder where I went wrong
Loneliness creeps up on me tonight and I know it won't be long

Waiting on loves embrace
feeling like I've missed the train
everyday it's the same old game
feeling like I've been thrown away

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Wed 08/27/08 09:39 PM
preschool teacher smokin

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Tue 08/26/08 07:21 PM
Hail the Holly King by Inkubus Sukkubus

Celebrating the original holiday Yule smokin

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Tue 08/26/08 07:19 PM
Akasha from Queen of the Damned (what a way to go smokin )

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Tue 08/26/08 06:47 PM

<~~~~~~ sniffs crotch!!


its a sure sign of interestbigsmile


lol thanks, I'll have to try that sometime smokin I'll let you know how it works out rofl

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Tue 08/26/08 06:43 PM
rye

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Tue 08/26/08 06:22 PM


yes, let her go. Do you want her to be with you cause you put up a fight? or because she CHOSE to be with you... trust me, there's a world of difference. smokin


wow when you put it that way lol your right, forget what i said before lol


just tryin' to help a brotha out smokin save him a bit of the self inflicted pain I've dealt myself in the past drinks

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Tue 08/26/08 06:19 PM
yes, let her go. Do you want her to be with you cause you put up a fight? or because she CHOSE to be with you... trust me, there's a world of difference. smokin

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Mon 08/25/08 07:38 PM
yes, I've been doing the same thing smokin drinks cheers!

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Sun 08/24/08 06:22 PM


Why dont you tell her that you are just 1 year old, and then prove it by bending over and letting her count your ring?
then she'd know i was lyingrofl


surprised cut down... and only a twig...

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Sun 08/24/08 06:18 PM
Edited by Myrrdin on Sun 08/24/08 06:18 PM

i think guessing someones age is funny. it can be flattering or hurtfulllll........


So far it's been mucho flatteringo smokin


33?

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Sun 08/24/08 03:52 AM
I haven't been a virgin since... lets see I'm 33... and I was... whoa never mind bigsmile

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