I love it.

Hello... Welcome to JSH... you will find a lot of great people on here.. This site is addicting.

Hello to all... I've known all my life that I was adopted or as far back as I can remember... I would love to have a relationship with my real mom, but she has problems, and until she realizes that, there is nothing that I can do for her... She lets other people influence her behavior.. My dad, I am hoping to find him one day... He walked into my life when I was seven, and said he would come back for my birthday which was two weeks away, and he never showed up... I haven't seen him since.. Last known where abouts were FL, and I can't seem to find him... I have went through all kinds of websites looking for him and all they want is money that I don't have... I can get some addresses without being a member, and I wrote to one, but it wasn't him. I am still hoping to find him one day.

Duh... I found it... If only I would open my eyes and look for something and not rush...lol...

Thanks everyone...

thanx Marie55... greatly appreciated...

you guys make me feel better... thanks so much for caring and understanding... it just puts a on my face.

I don't go anywhere anyways...I don't have friends because they all think that I am going to KILL them... I wouldn't think of KILLING anyone. When I get mad, I go to my room and cry.. or go for a walk, depending on what was said to me that was uncalled for...

Is it just me who feels like I am an outcast to everyone... I mean, people are so mean to me when they find out that I am bi polar... is it true that people hate me because of it, or is it the bi polar making me feel like everyone is out to get me.

hello to all... I am new to this site and would like to know how to IM someone on here... I looked but I can't find it..Is it right in front of my nose, and I am just an air head that way. lol..

I am also new to this site... Just signed up yesterday, and so far, I have met a few really nice people... I am looking for new friends.. so if you want to talk, no matter who you are, feel free to email me.

Congrats on your pregnancy...Children are a blessing from God.

Don't forget those who are in war

I think a depression topic would be great... I am bi polar myself and properly medicated but sometimes I get depressed and just need someone to talk to... I have trouble with people not accepting me for who I am... they only wanna look at my mental illness and not what is in my heart... I think I am a good hearted person who has just had a hard life.. to others... they think it is a disease they can catch... People like that really upset me.

It sounds weird that three have died in the last couple of months.. I wonder what is up with that... Sounds fishy to me..