Well im not gunna fight online, good point but im a meat head :)
My life has been wrestling, MMA and now army.

i hear were a dieing breed haha

well most men on here have not been in the army and been blown up its hard but noted :)

My one true wish
Current mood:Truthfull
Category: Writing and Poetry
I want to feel loved. Want some one to hold me tight knowing all my darkest secrets and still love me for who i am. Some one every time i look in there eyes
i cant help but be brought to tears from the lack of breath and the fast beating heart the sweat the smile from when they look at you and see nothing els in this world because you are there world to them. You are what they see when they dream and what they see when they awake and ever day your together you know nothing can separate your hearts that have been entwined not even god him self can pull your touch away. I wish every day to be admired like i admire to be loved like i love to be wanted like i show wanting. When will my dream come true? When will i see it threw, because love has no boundary's when love is with me and you.

I know what i say is a bunch of ***** **** but **** it whats the point in living if love is not in it. so lay me to rest and be dormant tell i awake to a womans eyes with love in them.

You see not every man can make the 1st move tell you how beautiful you are all the time. Some men want to feel needed feel like there worth your time. not every man wants you for just sex but also wants you for the aftermath. The time when you never felt better laying there a nude together. Laying there holding each other tight nothing in this world could tear you away the heart beat your breath insynce to the same rythum of what we all want and this is love. Yes love who in this world dose not truly desire this.

Its sad to live in a world were this be a miss fealing that your a out cast for feeling this. Your to young they say live life and party. But what if what you want is a family. You know what im that man and im proud to say every tear i shed and how much it eats me away brings me one step closer to being truly happy.

Thank you for reading how i feel and yes i tryd very hard to give it a little grammer so you may understand me better

peace

when you have had it enough times to know its the same thing every time you tend to relize you now want more why wake up wondering how to get her out of ur bed when you can wake up and wonder how can you sneak away make her breakfast with out her waking up

i dunno i belive love is over rated but also i mean here im good looking in the army and a magicain i do not have problem getting ladies but i seem to only get ladies who fathom them selfs and belive im going to wait on them hand in feet like no one tought them how to be strong them selfs
i dont understand how i can not find a strong sexy gurl out here mebey i just look to young or have the wrong out look on life

easy answer men to not approach woman for fear of a social stander burn if a man sees a woman he likes wants to say hi 2 things probably happen 1st he spends to much time wondering what to say 2 he judges him self he all ready made the lady to out of his reach by thinking to much in to it

i go by this and im not gunna get to much in to how to approach ladies but go with the 3 second rule once you se a lady and she sees you you have 3 seconds before something seems weird to make a move if you walk up and say hi in thouse 3 seconds you have shown confidence which alot of men bad looking and good looking lack

and girls and ladies want if you act its a normal thing to do talk to ladies you will be treated like a friend and rejected alot less

what do i not have that a women wants?
bein for real im honest loving and yet seem to find my self only finding gurls who want me for sex am i just at that age were more is not what i should be looking for ?