i myself would give up alot just to have someone there all the time. i haven't had a live in relationship ever since my daughter's mother and me split up, and that was when my daughter was four months old (she's now turning four in May) i'm fairly young, but my biggest fear is growing up alone. its just not a risk i'm willing to take. i do wish i could skip past the awkward parts though lol. like, meeting the parents for the first time, first time spending the night, being uncertain about doing certain things, etc. i like being in a comfort zone.

i would wish for him to point me on the right track, and to bless every action i take, so that i could find my soulmater and live the rest of my life in happiness.