I think youll tell me when I'm dying as when I can't catch my breath again guess I'm just sleepy ill pass out awaken to a new dawning,Yet ur to kind you prob already realize I'm falling.

Who knows again if ill ever meet you ,I can only really hope that somewhere we do.

Again I never know if ill ever get to hear your sweet voice maybe ill hear echoes within our house.

I know youll be trying to call out .

I don't know if ill hear you shout.

Youve given me a happy life ,I know you love me but now it's time you let me go.

Your Beautifull words ill remember as I love you so.

Cmon baby don't ahead tears your causing show.

I'm fine I'm happy ,Ill be laughing myself not crying as I go.

It'll shortly be my time ,So please baby don't be sad keep in mind all of many good times
We shared n had.

I'd say goodbye ,Though it's seems wrong so farewell it'll have to be
As I await to see if we shall meet again some wanderfull day.

Know you filled my life with such love , I was as happy as a White flying dove .

Now hold me tight ,Let me feel your strength from your beating heart .

Farewell my love
Farewell

Looking deep within to find that magical place we may call peace.
Opening up heart to locate our truth.

Vulnerable feelings rush as you find out more and more.

Each day that pass,A challenge yet another layer unfolds.

Lying to ones self that all is well and fine .

So unawares the damage years past caused deep inside as it niggles away upon your very mind.

That place filled with empty dreams and promises masks the pain once hidden well behind.

Living day to day yet afraid,Afraid to reach out deep inside to all the hurts and pains quite simply wished to ignore.

Images seen in such clarity,Thee effects of many years of disregard.


Just laying here as one emotion following another travells through my open veins.

Such feelings so intense as I open up and release.

Everytime stood still it's exhaustion and exhilaration ha what a mix.

Being ones self finally has meaning .
With emotions past I find feeling of acceptence..
Finally feelings of bliss peace formed from grace.

Every day we seek some place where we may go ,Youve just found your own sacred place .


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LOL sad but true we all seek one place where we all may be happy or go .
I wrote this a while ago when good friend fealt so lost ,Thankfully now she reached that place she wished to be
Unfortunatly sometimes certain peace comes with a price .Anyway no longer will she know of any pain .

Still miss you though you know .

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What I'd like to give you is a unique special gift.
You cannot hear it just yet
You cannot see quite as yet

I just wished you to know before hand so your all set

So when I give you my unique gift maybe then youll know

The times you could be feeling little down
The times sadness may cause you to frown
Just maybe my gift will raise your head and give off a smile instead

What is this gift you ask ,Well give me a chance to explain

Long time now I have known you
Its a long time since I began to like you
I love your smile
I love getting your cuddles when your near
When I'm with you my heart beats so hard and fast but I hold no fear

I love when you walk by you fill my stomachs as like a fluttery butterfly
What I feel within my mind I know as my heart cannot live without you on my own

Now I've told you a few things I thought you should know
Im sure that youll know that I've fallen for you

You may now have your gift , Take it up close to your heart

Now bring it down if you accept give me a call then inside this unique gift
Is your diamond ring .

From now ill always be there ,I love you take great care

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This was about someone going through changes and realizing that they maybe have something
Something which they can't live without ,So as we do ,We take that chance and see if life can be filled with some light instead of feeling blue LOL .

Now does she accept hehe p/1 of 2

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Never did I expect ,
I have came to accept that days are no longer chilled with sorrow.

You came into my life my emptyness was left behind.
You have filled my heart ,That I have in mind.

No more sadness ,No more bursts of pain.

You shower me with love my Beautifull little dove .

Youve opened a door in which light shines .
Now cause of you it's always bright as the warm thoughts I have for you.



Mahal na mahal kita magpakailan paman ikaw Lang ..

I love you very much only you forever .

Iniibig kita x

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Be well,Hope you find longtime happiness .

I feel your presence as I begin to rise and open my eyes.
Your there always,Youll always be such a big part of me.

You've been there for me all my days in your caring loving ways.
You've been there to see new life.Lol how you never let me forget why I was born.

You've been there to see my first breath,Now I have memory of your last.
That mental memory will remain with me untill my time does come.

We only had enough to share a little time,Though what we shared has filled my grieving heart .

Throughout the days my heart has leaked , My eyes they have certainly weaped .
Goodbye mom .

Now you've left I have no choice left ,I must stand upon my own.

Though I know your still there within my heart ,My memory so I'm never really that alone.

I love you mom .

Feel piece ,Such piece you really deserve only god knows how much you've awaited .

Your body has gone your spirit shall live on in me to pass all of what you have taught me .

I love you mom .

Your now free from all pain .
Remember how you always wished to see the world from above , Well I guess now you can.

Look after my mom lord and don't let her get away with constantly annoying you playing her favourite song ,Come see me mom I'll play it here .

Goodbye mom .

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There's a time we reflect every now n gain ,How sometimes we do things for we believe is right or for best .This poem is about two people that need to break free from what stage they are in as to much pain from begining really .Knowing when it's came time to give in this move on .
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Yesterday is history thank God no more pain nor misery.
Tommorrow is a gift were never certain to see.
So let's put all aside for a moment and just listen to me.
Don't you wish a life rich of reward ,A life lived in harmony , A life trouble and argument free?, I gave you such oppertunity.As time went by I have to fight to help,Mearly left with mixed emotion is all I have left.
I feel it's well past that we should break free,I ca t no longer take the pain in which you dealt me.
I know this may hurt for that I'm eternally sorry.Though no longer can I believe that were upon the same journey.
My baby continuously you've hurt me.You seem to invite trouble where you go.You just don't appear happy unless you know.Your crying out for attention or something who really knows ,I gave you every thing I gave you me .
We all have a past some history ,You carry so much .
I hope that today you may begin to deal with things more rationally .
If we were to continue and go on as we are my love there'd be nothing left .
Least this way we can both rest.
I truelly feel there's a girl deep inside waiting to become happy and break out to me someone kind someone loving with a Beautifull mind.
I cannot see any future for us anymore that I can see.Maybe you should find yourself try clear the mist so you see.
Untill then my love I'm really sorry don't get me wrong this also hurts me however I can't go on with this pain .
I must break this chain , I must cut free.

I hope that when you find yourself that you understand not all things in life are set out like we like them to be.
So when I leave please don't follow me .
There's nothing left here for you and me.

I really hope you are able some day to find that happy place where you can forget let go to free yourself from what haunts you so much so badly.

It's time I go look after yourself .

My past misery ...



Farewell to past pain n misery