It's been two years since our divorce she ran off with another man, we had been together since we were 17. It hurt so bad, it was the worst feeling ever. Anxiety attacks lost my job... i thought the hurt would never end.... but one day I felt the urge to forgive her. So that's what I did I called and forgave her. I'm so thankful for the time good times we had and the two good kids we got, she is such a good mom. I'm thankful now... a year ago I didn't want to wake up in the morning. Time, forgiveness and the gym really can heal all wounds brother. Just know that every morning you wake up, is one morning closer to healing. Good luck brother, find some good friends to lean on and stay away from the bottle