the operative word being 'reality'

it all boils down to motives....

we are clouded by our desires and our longings and we want to see them offered back to us thru "the one"


what are we attracted to?
the one that resonates with "OUR MOVIE"..ta da!! a leading role gets casted...etc etc etc ... do i need to go on...to you get the picture??

we are infatuated with our own projections !! the poor unsuspecting being that gets to be the movie screen becomes only the image we want them to be... how many of you out there already know what this is like...???

and you wake up one day and you realize you don't even recognize yourself anymore, and the father of your 5 children has never been the person you "imagined " him to be, ( or vice versa)... and that you have been in an illusion....a projection of what you wanted to believe, and that finally had nothing to do with what was real and true...

how many times do you need to bleed??

before you examine what you are attracted to and your motives....

i'm on i'm on!!!!!!!!!!


giddyyup horsieeeeeeeeeeeeee yipeee yyyyyyyy ohhhhhhhhhh kyyyyyyyyy yayyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i know gypsy...even the one size fits alll is like TOO BIG i feltlike i was in a straight jacket!!!

oy... i'm sorry....maybe they just wanna be free????

oh i do I DO IDOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!

nippy eh?? well nippy is good especially if you have nice ta's ta's...but we were talking about stalking not nippies...but i could change the subject if you insist!!!

um waltons!!?????????


not quite..

hi fanta

didn't ya notice???

well he's been stalkin ya for dayz now...best ask him!!!

too much information

it's time for the witches to bring out their brew
to gather and conjure their spells on you
we'll weave you the intricate fantasy
of your dreams
we'll morph into amazing beings
if you're clever ,
you'll not waver,
yet recipient of her favour
you'll be lucky to have
survived

she said , "it's so dark out today"
my skies were full of patches of blue
and i sat here and teased you
with succulent delights
kneading the limes and seperating the petals from the orange blossoms
fingers scented swiped across the page
do you smell them?

take this whiff and all the whitenoise is insignificant

breathe thru the reed flute
hear the call that will remind us
where home is
our breath escapes us
we gasp, we have forgotton where we are from


snap>>to reality...MA. i need new jeans, here's the mail
what's for dinner can i have pizza? ugh sure

i trip and sometimes finally the stupidist thing will just stop me in my tracks and i have to just stopbuthewhitenoiseiseverywhere....
i
i

need a quiet soundless place


please

do you wonder where our words
sounds breathe,exhale, us

i tasted you in my mouth
riding fast in the wind on my bike autumn exploding leaves under my wheels , a carpet of treacherous wonder peeling thru it i smelt you
somewhere i drank you into my lungs
and the taste is pungent like sweet onions

when were we ever anything else?!
but where would the tajine be without onions!!!
weeping as we slice thru layer after layer to toss across the blazing coals
roasting until the juices spill into the air sparks fly into our tears
the couscous is salted

typical tease!!!!! belushi!!!!!!!!! go to the cellar!!!!!


hi invisible...almost didn't see you there...lol

well i have patients soon so i guess i better get scrubbed up..... nice seein yas ..XXXX

sweet dreams!!

nite purple....now watch the Diary DIE.....

sorry lady...is it the tooth??? feel better soon xxxxxx