warrior... alrighty then be like that....

i'm not really going to commit sucicide, this is just a poem.

do i get a job for free?

atelast some one can feel that good, i felt like that when i first saw
the man i am with right now. but i havn't seen him in 6 days now.. which
makes me mad.

i just wanted to ask some questions.. can i do that?

yea....

hmmm... 10 things?

1. personailty
2.kind
3. loyal
4.trust worthy
5. attrative(but looks shouldn't matter)
5. good heart
6. funny
7. smart
8. must be able to have fun
9. must be able to make me laugh
10. good in bed( but sex, is not what the whole realtionship should be
about)

atleast someone cares for me?

If you loved someone so much, that yo uwould do anything for them would
you do it?

If you wanted to tell someone they meant the world to you without having
sex, what would you do?

If someone said they wanted to see how long you can wait till you see
that person again, how long do yo uthink you would be able to wait? Or
could you even wait?

Would you ever kiss someone on the first date?

atleast there was your name on a list

Can you hear his heartbeat when you lay on his chest? Can you feel his
warm loving touch on your soft silk body? Can you feel his soft lips
touching yours? How good it feels, when he moves his hands down your
body. Can you feel his love beatign through your body? It all feels so
good. When you look in his eyes and all you can see is you and him
together forever. God it feels so good.

My life is horrible and i can't take it

much longer...the stress is pushing me to

the edge.. my edge is weraing then..it's

time to plan on how my life will end.

I could take a bottle, h*** maybe even

two... all i have is swallow some pills and

after theat everything is a thrill.

Swirlling and twirling images and not long

after becoming weak and spirling in to a

deep and dark and wonderful sleep.

WELCOME TO JUSTSAYHI.

that is long, and i like it

Words are all I have
And sometimes not even those
There are no words to describe how I'm feeling right now
Some say a picture is worth a thousand words
but only if someone knows what to portray
I'm lost within myself
I've fallen under my own shadow
I created the world I inhabit
And forgotten the escape route
I'm locked within my mind
I'm tortured by my mistakes
And though I feel so far away
I know what's really going on
But I cannot paint and I don't know a thousand words
So I can't show you my pain, my anguish
My tears don't shine with hate
Nor do my eyes glisten in agony
My heart don't bleed though it is broken
I can't move you with my voice
I can't warm you heart with love
I can't make you feel what you won't understand
I can't teach what was never taught to me
And if I could do all those things,
A burden I'd never be
For the weight I carry on my back
Was meant for none to see

Time after time I pray for something good to happen, and when it does it
turns into something really bad. Time..is that all we have anymore? If
time is what we have to fall in love then i will wait, but not for
long... time doesn't go on forever. Does it?

Have you ever wondered what it would be like to be in love and that
person you love don't know it. Have you ever felt so in love that your
stomach gets all quesy, and you get butterflies? Have you thought to
yourself that there is one special person out there for all of us, yet
you can never find him or her? Have you? I wonder what it is like to
fall in love everyday.. yet just for a minute.. i think i have fallen in
love with the man i am with now...Have you ever felt that the person you
are with is the one? Well... I have.

io'm no where near perfect for any guy

I am scared to tell you what i am going through. I am afriad to confess,
and tell you how much i really very much i love you... i call your name
at night and and dream of you under the star light.. i wake up, look
around and i can't find you by my side... i look at the dark, black sky,
and i start to cry.... why can't it be the dream that i just had be
true? why can't you always be there when i open my eyes? why can't you
believe, i can't live without you? how can i show you how much i really
love you? how can i prove to you, what i say is true? all i can say now
is, that i love you, i really do.

Ingredients: Two whole nuts, one large banana, four arms, four legs, one
fur lined mixing bowl, four loving eyes, two milk jugs. Mixing
Instructions: Look into eyes, part legs, genlty squeeze milk jugs.
Contuine intill bowl is well greased. Add banana, top with nuts, move in
and out until cake is well creamed sigh with relif. let cool. DO NOT
LICK BOWL. if cake starts to raise get out of town fast