My life is horrible and i can't take it

much longer...the stress is pushing me to

the edge.. my edge is weraing then..it's

time to plan on how my life will end.

I could take a bottle, h*** maybe even

two... all i have is swallow some pills and

after theat everything is a thrill.

Swirlling and twirling images and not long

after becoming weak and spirling in to a

deep and dark and wonderful sleep.

hmmm..sounds like u need some help..

I've been where you are before and I think many of us can relate.

But it's not so simple as you describe.

Please, before you make this irreversible decision that could have
long-term devastating effects for many people, go seek some help. If you
don't have insurance or a primary physician, most places have emergency
psychiatric counseling centers that don't charge, or charge according to
how much the person can pay.

I don't think you want to die; you just are tired of being miserable.

There are coping mechanisms available, but you have to seek them out and
be willing to give them a try. I implore you to let someone help you so
that you can find the strength to cope, and then move on from there, one
day at a time.

Hon if your hurting that much you need to ask for help.Look in the phone
book for a suicide hot line.You need not feel alone-there are people
here for you too.Life has its ups and downs but it does get
better-believe me.

atleast someone cares for me?

Sure do sweety. You ever need to talk I'm here...

yea....

i'm not really going to commit sucicide, this is just a poem.

thanks for posting that, hon...you never know whether someone is serious
about that or not, so appreciate you making the clarification.