Am just wondering wheither there is any specie of human like me, at 29 no "real sexual experience" except a couple of mutual wank. Lol. no boy frnd no girl frnd, d male online frnds dat I luv n need their companion will always want a penetrative sex when am not ready for such, though I luv dudes. No girl to call my gf, it may make me feel like "its another check on the losers list", I lately get depress but can b overly excited too(my mode swing at wish) d slightest thing can throw me off emotional balance. I love girl children n can't wait to have one soon, but how can dat happen without a sex marathon wit a lady. Lol. Am not sure wot I am.

I can only imagine. But u still have lots of hope. Am ur frnd, I will like to b ur frnd, dou am in some far off country. But my kind of frndship distance isn't a barrier