Am just wondering wheither there is any specie of human like me, at 29 no "real sexual experience" except a couple of mutual wank. Lol. no boy frnd no girl frnd, d male online frnds dat I luv n need their companion will always want a penetrative sex when am not ready for such, though I luv dudes. No girl to call my gf, it may make me feel like "its another check on the losers list", I lately get depress but can b overly excited too(my mode swing at wish) d slightest thing can throw me off emotional balance. I love girl children n can't wait to have one soon, but how can dat happen without a sex marathon wit a lady. Lol. Am not sure wot I am.

not sure you know how much work goes in to a kid
and if you are that as you say off emotional balanced not sure a kid in your life would really help
they area a LOT of work
no idea about the guy on guy thing , that has never been of interest to me and never will be
i do know over here a guy and guy or female and female can adopt a kid
very rare for a single parent to do it here
but again i would get your life in order before i would drag a kid in to it ... a kid would make you life more complicated , ask any single parent ... its an up and down kinda thing .. as well as finding a partner once you have a kid is more challenging the doing it single <shrug> just food for thought
i dont think i would write it down to another check on the looser list .... we all make mistakes and its a learn as we go
<shrug>

best wishes to you

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Hello welcome feeling confused by your post be who you are but take time to decide what you want good luck

Huh?

To me personally the best is to enjoy somebody's children than to have my own, but I do have a 2yo:) and I love him more than life.