The healing process may take longer than you anticipate. Sometimes it's
a matter of nurturing yourself. You seem like a great person who can
offer a lot in a relationship, but if you're not ready...the whole
dating thing won't work and you'll do things that will ruin the
beginning of anything good. Be ready first (emotionally) and don't
rush...take your time getting to know yourself and the person your
dating. You've learned from your experiences and that will eventually
lead you to your soul mate. Good luck to you...you're a beautiful woman
and there really isn't a need to worry about such things...it will
happen.