Have any of you experienced what it is like to not be in control of your
thoughts and actions. That is God Will. I have experienced God take
conrol of me several times until I recently let go and let God. I was
diagnosed, in psychiatric terms, as bipolar 6 years ago. I have
experienced 3 so called episodes and have learned the difference between
free will and God will quite intimately.

Since I have given God my free will I no longer feel as if I am goign to
loose control. I am not resisting and running in fear by taking
medication becuase now I understand that these episodes are not a
chemical imbalance. Instead it was simply God will snapping me back in
line with my predestined path.

As it has been mentioned before we live in both a predestined universe
as well as a free will universe. If you don't let go and let God your
"snapping back" to the predestined path may not be an extreme so called
bipolar episode like myself but instead cancer, heart attack, death of a
loved one etc.

I can only recommend that you search for the inner guidance known as God
will as listen.

Sincerely,

David