Ugh, I just flushed another good friendship with one of my straight guy friends down the toilet. I hate myself for being like this. I fall over and over for straight guys, I know that most of them are just being nice when they start to care for me. Starts all good, dinners, goofing off with other friends, getting closer, doing things together, fun times until I start to fall and get possessive and jealous when they are not with me. arghhhh, why am I wired like this? somebody kick me in the head.....

prolly a dumb question to ask - gonna ask it anyway. so how are you holding up?