I like the way you express your self and what makes you feel good.

I think your a great writter. This poem tells me that lonelyness in your relationship with your husband is driving you into someone else's arms. Love is about a commitment that is a sacrifice at times. But the testing of your strength in that commitment is the challenge. Working on your communication skills to share what it is that you feel is missing in your relationship is a skill that is so important to learn and teach to your children. The passion is like eating a candy bar when your hungry, it taste so good but then left unsatisfied, because there is nothing there of nutritional value, most of the time. It sounds good, in words, but after the fire your left cleaning up the ashes. Guilt, back to the same situation and also the betrayal of your husband and his wife. Sounds like a pink lace nighty covering a open scare. Heal the wound and feel better soon.

love is accepting someone for who they are, both in the good and bad
times. Wanting to always share special moments and make many special
memories with them. Love is waking up in the morning in their arms and
kissing them good night before falling asleep at night. Love is always
wanting the very highest good for that one you love even when it hurts
to let them go. Love is knowing in your heart that that person is a
blessing from God in your life. Love is appreciating each and every
smile, kiss, and cuddle that you have shared. Love is wanting more of
that person and wanting to give more of yourself away.